Moral Of The Story

18: You said forever now i drive alone

An: HAPPY LOVE DAY!! Love you all! So this chapter is uh... Is something it was inspired from a comment by Candy_of_sins . Also at the end of this chapter! Is a little excerpt from a Kitran book I might write. I'd like some feed back on it so stick around till the end. Love you guys! Peace and love

        " Moooom! Someone's at the door. " Hinata said walking to my office. I pushed myself from my desk leaving my office. Opening the door kita greated me with a smile. We had agreed that valentines day would be a good to have him meet the kids. Tsuki and Anya would be pissed at me after. We tried to talk about it again but it didn't end great.
   " Time to rip the band aid off" I smiled letting him in.
   " Yeah.. "He laughed a little.
   " I brought ice cream for dessert.. I figured it would be ok"
   " Perfect! Anya loves ice cream " I took the tub of ice cream putting it in the freezer.
   " Tsuki! Anya! Hinata! Come here please! " I felt him take my hand feeling my anxiety coming off me. The three kids came into the living room.
    " Kids.. This is Kita..he'll be joining us for dinner"   Tsuki gave me a glare as he took his seat at the table. Anya sitting next to him. Hinata sat across from them. Me and Kita at the head and end of the table.

  Dinner was going great but towards the end it started... Failing.
    " Kita-san you did volleyball! " Hinata lit up watching Kita.
   " Yeah.. I was a captain for Inarazaki. "
   " Cool! I'm trying to be the ac-"
  " Why are you talking to him Hin? He's the cause of our problems. Stop socializing with him" Tsuki rolled his eyes standing up from the table. He grabbed his plate putting it in the sink before walking to his room. Anya got up following her brother. But she stopped, and walked up to Kita.
   " I don't like you. You're not going to be my new daddy. I already have one"
   " Anya Keiji Kōtarō! " I was mortified.
   " It's ok Akaashi.. I know you don't like me Anya. And that's fine. It's hard living with divorced parents. Now this funny looking guy shows up, and your mom introduces him as his boyfriend. It's hard. And I'm sorry if you have any anger towards me cause of everything.. " Kita was trying. He really was, but it didn't work. Anya just stuck her tongue out at him and left.

      Kita, and Hinata helped me with the dishes while the two toddlers hid. Once everything was cleaned we said goodbye to Kita. Closing the door I hugged Hinata.
    " Thanks for at least giving him a chance. I know you do-"
   " Mom shush. I like him, and he'd be an awesome dad! He could teach me so much more about volleyball. Plus he seems like a family man. " Hinata smiled then went to his room. I sighed walking to Tsuki's room opening the door. Tsuki was at his desk. He had Anya on his lap while he worked on homework. Music playing softly from his record player. I walked over to it pushing the lever to pick the needle up.
   " I want you two to tell me what happened tonight? " I sat on tsuki's bed looking at the siblings.
   " We don't like him mom. It's simple. He'll never be our dad. "
   " He doesn't have to be your dad! You can consider him what e-"
   " I'll never consider him anything! He'll always be the person who stole my mom from me!  He stole my happy family! " Tsuki stood up setting Anya on his chair.
   " I don't like him either mommy! He stinky" She crosses her arms.
   " Dad could love you more tha-"
   " Do you two even know why I left your father! Huh?! DO YOU KNOW WHY?! " I yelled
   " NO! WE DON'T! YOU NEVER TOLD US! " Tsuki broke. He himself crying.
   " YOU NEVER TOLD US! WE HAD TO SIT AND WONDER IF IT WAS BECAUSE OF US! IF IT WAS BECAUSE I WAS ADOPTED! IF IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY BROTHER OR MY SISTER! BUT TELL ME MOM! WHY? WHY DID YOU LEAVE HIM! " He pushed his glasses up to whipe away his tears. I took a deep breath calming my nerves.
    " He cheated on me... He hooked up with another girl for a chunk of our marriage. He'd gotten her pregnant, and I found a letter. Talking about how she couldn't wait-" I cut myself off looking at my kids. Tsuki had Anya covering her ears. He gave me a nod to continue.
    " She couldn't wait to run away and start a new life with him... And their child.. He promise me he stopped seeing her. But while I was giving birth to Anya. He broke another promise. That's why I left him. He hurt this family. He caused all our problems Tsukishima... I'm sorry you finally had to hear the truth.. " I watched him set Anya down. She ran to me jumping into my lap. She wrapped her little arms around me sobbing. I held her close kissing her forehead. I held out my hand pulling Tsuki into a hug.
    " I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for both of you... But don't look at your father in a different light please. He's trying his best to be the father you guys need. Promise me that. You'll never see him any different. "
    " I promise mommy" Anya whispered. Tsuki gave a nod.
    " Everyone ok-" Hinata poked his head in. He came over joining us in the hug. And like that night I left. We laid in Tsuki's bed cuddling.

An: here's the KitRan book . I'm still debating if I do it all like a diary entry. Or diary with natural book elements. Also might make it soulmate au. Don't know. This was supposed to be an au but I forget half the time.

October, 21, 1957
Dear Dairy,

    Today a new family moved into town. Why would someone would move to our small town of Harrisonfeild? Beats me.
   Our new neighbors are colored people. So my mama won't let me deliver welcome cookies. She says it's not proper for a young man like me to be mixing with people like them. She doesn't know much though. She acts like they're the untouchables from the Renaissance. I don't agree with that.
    My mama doesn't know I sit with Negroes at lunch. Mama don't know I snuck out tonight and brought cookies to our neighbors. Their sons name is Aran. He was the most amazing person I'd ever laid my eyes on. Different from most around here. They're either a farmer who wear cowboy hats everyday. Or so rich, and stuck up Sputnik might crash into them.
    But more about Aran. Tomorrow is his first real day of school. I plan to walk with him. If mama doesn't see. We talked about it while I gave him the cookies. I found out his mom works at the elementary school, and his dad is a construction worker. He has a little sister named Jailynn who does ballet. I said I'd love to see her perform. I did dance. But in secret. My whole life was a secret.. That's all for now. Mamas calling me for dinner.