20: Back To December

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Bokuto handed the camera to his mom after making sure it was in focus.
" Aight! Now no crying mama! " He laughed a little kissing his moms cheek.
" No promises Kō" Her voice soft. Bokuto smiled then ran to the alter.

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life?

Then the camera turning to a young Akaashi dressed in white. He smiled as he walked down the Isle with his friend Suga giving him away.

Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

Once the pastor went silent bokuto started.
" I told my mom crying was stupid... But I have to cry. Akaashi keiji. I never believed in true love. Then I found you and you changed my heart. I used to wonder when my fairytale would come true. If I'd marry a princess.. I didn't. I married a handsome prince instead. "

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

"

... You're all I need Akaashi. You're all I want. Don't ever change. Please. I love you.. " His voice shaken with fear, and sorrow.
" Am I though? Do you love me? Love me enough to sleep with someone else. You love me enough to get her pregnant. What about our children? Do you even love them? " I tried to keep your voice low. Bokuto only looked away taking in a breath.
" I do love them Akaashi.. And I love you "
" Do you remember the last time we had a fight like this? You told me.. ' I love our son. Just not you' . Is that all this relationship is... " I took my ring off handing it to Bokuto.
" Give this to her.. She'll enjoy it" My voice cracked. I saw the pain in his eyes, but he didn't say anything.
" ... I love you Bokuto-san~" I kissed his cheek then left the room.

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

"And since you gave me this back " He got down on one knee looking up at me.
" I'll try again. Akaashi please. I love you more than anything. Every second without I die a little. My life would be dark without your light. Please marry me again.. I'm really sorry " Bokuto smiled.

So this is me swallowin' my pride
Standin' in front of you sayin' I'm sorry for that night

"N-no Bokuto-san.. I'm sorry... I- I'm sorry" I cried into his chest
" Akaashi you have nothing to be sorry about. You did what was best for you and our children. These five years are my fault. It's my fault I caused you to leave. I caused you to fall out of love with me-"
" I-i didn't fall out of love with you Bokuto-san... I-i said I still loved you that night.. And you said it back. Everyday I wish I could move on from you. I wish I could leave behind your memory but I can't. Spotted Owls mate for life... "

And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothin' but missin' you

"

Then why'd you tell me? " Oikawa poured himself another glass of wine.
" Afterwards.. I thought he was asleep. So I accidentally said that I still loved him and he said it back-"
" My God Akaashi!! " Oikawa went pale.
" You both still love each other?!?! I'll start planing your second wedding with him" He jumped up running to grab the laptop. He brought it to the table logging into his Pinterest.
" We were drunk.. He didn't mean it.. "

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