You're Only Mine (Camren)

Chapter 16

Camila POV

* Flashback *

" Hey.. Don't shout at me I know I'm not right for kissing you like that.. But I'm just asking your name! If I know you then why would I ask? And yeah if you don't mind kindly answer me also how do you know me? " i said confused.

" don't play with me Camila! Just don't try! You know what? I still don't get it though! Why you doing me like this? Hell if you don't want me you can directly say it to my face so I can move on! Why you doing me like this? What do you get for doing this? "

Seriously the more i try to think, the more i get confused.
All i know is her looking  at me like that awhile ago, like  she wants me to know her, like she wants to say something..i can feel her green eyes fixated at me that even when i try to close my eyes i can still see it, i feel it... In the sea flood of souls in front of me to perform with... She glows... Her gazed can take you to the highest mountain and push you to the very edge... Falling scared for all the why's and anxiety... but you're willing to do it... Freedom to fall.. enjoying the wind as it blows...

For a second i am free...

I know this feeling... It's from her...
I know her but i don't know her, i'm scared but i'm willing... I'm in cage and my sovereignty is her... I need to know.

" I really don't know what you trying to say! Now really.. Who are you? Why you behaving like this with me? " i looked straight to her green orbs

Then it hit me
Is this really happening? Her eyes..
I know i saw her somewhere else, i can remember it now... My phone... She was the girl on my gallery with the caption
~green eyes~

Her phone rings on the back of her pocket, demanding for it to be pick up

I stand there waiting for her next move, she ignore picking it up at first up to the third ring, and finally. She grumbled with her eyebrows furrowed picked up the phone.

I heard her mentioning the word "dad" so i gave them privacy a little, i crossed my arms waiting for her, till my own device vibrate inside my pocket.

Rado:  Where are you camila! Answer my call!!

I sighed heavily and put the phone back to my pocket, as it beep again.

Rado: How many times do people need to die for you to not escape from me camila? Should i include that girl you're talking to? Is she the reason?

My heart skipped a beat reading the message and knowing who am i with. I put my phone back and gestured to lauren to say my goodbye but she didn't notice me, another message vibrated my device

Rado: Nevermind, i know where you are, fucking put back the phone without replying to me! Who is she ?

Chills run down my spine and my body automatically walk faster than i should have, " Shit i need to get out of here.. No no no!  not lauren! You fucking bastard! " i murmured to myself.
I run inside the bar to the hall where i saw some of his guards rooming by the main gate. I walk fast to them knowing rado is here somewhere. And he is...

I saw him standing, looking seriously at his phone. clenched jaw and other hand curled into a fist. I walk slower now going straight to his direction.

Then he notice my arrival and a devilished smile formed on his lips

" There you are my love, " He opens his arms to receive me but i didn't go closely to his range " I know now, i don't have to run to get to you aren't i? " his grinned makes me want to just put a gun to his head and pull the trigger repeatedly! " Tsk, tsk, i'll just have to let you know i'm in the area of where you are, pretend to know your actions, wondering who you talked to, And you're running back to me.. Like a lovely wife striving to get to his husband for fear of losing hi- "

" for fear of seeing you kill someone i love, you fucking devil! "

" Wow, i really miss you too wife... You know why i'm soo into you? Cause you are like me... We both reign this kingdom of people like us... Doesn't care for anyone or anything just to get what they want... And do it again and again.." He slowly walk to me and whisper to my ear "  And again and again..." he said fading his voice echoing in my head.

* I fucking hate you!! And you know i will never, ever! be your wife!
you fucking psycho! I will destroy you!! Slowly ! Like you destroy me!! * my body shivers in anger, my mind taking a toll on all of the cursed i could give for this man!

" You are mine camila! Take that words to your head till its the only thing you can ever remember! " he hold my wrist tightly forcing me to get out of the building " get inside the car! " i refused for a moment " Now!! " he pushed me to get inside the car and sit beside me.

" To the casa, Eduardo " he said to the driver. He leaned back and close his eyes, feeling the comfort provided by his million dollar car.

Fucking devil in the flesh, i'm disgusted being here, being with him.. Screw that, i am disgusted by everything connected to him.

I look around the car to divert my emotions into something, this is what he wants, to win me over my own emotions, as if on cue, i saw a gun lurking its middle part inside the seat back pocket.

I saw a glimpse of hope, maybe i can end it in here, I just have to end it my way, right? I can do this... I just have to get the gun blow the head of this animal beside me,... Repeatedly... Like how i dreamed of it every moment...
I move to the side carefully not making any sudden moves to aware them, and when i'm halfway to pull the gun out

" Don't think something stupid camila, if you plan to kill me, at least not in my own gun, or in the hands of my own wife " he said in a hoarsed voice.

I quickly turn around and saw him smile looking down to my hands as he deepened the needle to my veins injecting the clear liquid to my body.
I suddenly feel caml, lightheaded in fact.. He rested me on his lap and the vision i have for revenge is now blurring, closing to the sight of the man i hated most...

* Flashback off *