You're Only Mine (Camren)

Chapter 11

LAUREN POV

Dinah turned to face the woman behind us I instinctively hold her when I see her reaction she's hurt and mad and jealous she felt betrayed ( a dangerous mixed emotions to be clear)

" oh look who we got here! My girlfriend everyone!!! Yes my girlfriend who said she is with her sister and now she's here with me?? Wait up is it ME or is she?? " Dinah said while taking a small steps to Normani who really look like a pale deer caught in the light

I hold Dinah's hand and squeeze it lightly " Dj come on you're so drunk let's go home and you guys talk it out tomorrow okay? " I pleaded

I heard footsteps coming in us and I exactly know who it is " fuck " I mumbled to myself I can't see her now not at this moment! But I can't be selfish right now especially not now

" No!! I just want to ask something Lauren I deserve an explanation " she almost shout at the height of her emotions

" babe it's not what you think " Normani said in a low voice

" oh now you remember me?! But while you dancing with that girl you don't remember me?? How bout that BABE?? " Dinah said trying to push me to go straight to Normani

" Mani? Who are they? Are you okay? What's happening ? I thought you're  already go home" ana said walking to Normani's side checking up on her

Dinah look at the familiar girl and she connected it in her mind automatically... This is the girl.

If I am not sure awhile ago now I am so sure Dinah's blood is on fire now

I feel like my hearts pumping like its going to burst out any minute now.. Why they need to stop and join the tension!

" and who the hell give you permission to talk in here?! " Dinah asked the girl bluntly

" Excuse me?! " ana take a step towards Dinah accepting whatever fight she declaring

" hey hey now can we all relax and just talk  it out?!  It's all just a misunderstanding " I said trying  to convince everyone

Dinah  look straight to normani
"  I will ask you a simple  question  and better fucking answer me! Is she really your sister and why did you lied to me!  "

Normani knows how to handle her girlfriend and not to fight and say something  that she knows will not end well..  Ana is not her sister yes but not like what Dinah thinks It is..  Normani stay quiet and just look down

Ana for a moment got confused  and she looked at me and I let her remember  what's  happening  about Dinah and Normani after seeing them both..  After a while she gave me a knowing look " hey Dinah its  really  not what you think it is..  I'm not her sister in blood yes but we've  known  each other since small.. we treat each other like sisters cause we don't  have anyone back then.. And trust me Normani' really  love you she always talk about you in us we didn't  meet yet but I really  wanna meet you..  I mean not like this "

Dinah trying to process everything in her drunk mind  but the grip she had in my wrist softened

Thanks heaven she's  relaxed  now
I gently let her go with my hands too I know no matter how Dinah got mad she really  love her girlfriend but she didn't  say anything

We are all speechless the only  sound that we can hear now is the sound of the heels coming on my side a hand hold my shoulder  to turn me around to face her I move quickly  to balance  my body for the unexpected  forced coming in me and the next thing I know

My lips get sealed  by the so familiar woman who's  now closed eyes pulling  me close to her while holding  my waist and my neck tilting  her head to get more passage to my not so opened  lips

I know this kiss I know this feeling...

My knees getting weak I didn't  get the  time to think but to just let her in and closed my eyes too.. slide my hands to her back and let her drive me to insanity again

Her hands going up and down while  kissing me so passionately she lift up her head causing  me to do the  same my mouth left agape for a moment  I thought  it's  done  but the next thing happen her hands lifting  up my left thigh and slide her tongue to my mouth while  gracing  my hair on the back of my neck to pull me close to her

I'm lost in her touch.. in her alone!  I don't  know what to feel I miss her so bad!  I can't  be this weak right?  She needs to know I'm not someone anyone could just leave and come back like this! Everything  is overwhelming but the pain that builts anger in me is winning

My hand that's  resting on her back go to her chest and push her with the last strength  she left in me

I look in her eyes and she slowly  formed her lips to smile

" what was that for Cami? " ana said in shocked  too

I look to the other girls direction  and they are all shocked to what happened  and the tension  that's  building a moment ago Is so gone

" Uhmm nothing I, I just don't  know what to do I feel like you guys will going to kill each other so I have  to break the ice " Camila said smiling playfully

" by kissing  me like that? " I said I can't believe this! She clearly  knows what her deals with me!  I can't  stand that girl!!  I'm  going crazy!  I walk fast out of the club and get the lighter out of my pocket and lit a cigarette walking down the road it's  so dark but I need to calm myself

I exhale the first puff  of smoke
That  formed  a little  cloud in front of me but my mind is not anywhere in here

Fucking came in my life! And got lost as fast as I get her!!  Now came back out of nowhere and what?  What's  next ?

I stopped walking wondering  if I would get back there again for Dinah..  But I think she will go home with Normani.. They're  fine I guess..  Thanks for Camila the spotlight is on us now

I lift my cigarette  to my mouth again  and inhale  the smoke. I will go home.. too much for one night Lauren..  Too much..

" Am I really  that bad of a kisser that you need to go out and smoke like that just to hide the disgust?  "

I turn around..
I said this is all too much for one night!  I feel dizzy maybe the shots  is getting  down on me now..

" what's  wrong with you? " I didn't  mean to be mean but I can't  help it

" look if it's for the kiss..  I'm sorry okay..  I didn't  really  mean to disrespect  you.. I just.. I saw you in the crowd and you look at me like you know me and you telling  me something.. I tried to find you after the session but I can't  find you anymore " Camila said looking directly  to my eyes

" do you really  want me to believe  you??  Huh? Why you acting  like you're  so stranger  to me?  No scratch  that! Why are you treating  me like a stranger?!!  If you want to see me you know exactly  where  I fucking live!!!  Hell you even  got inside my house without  entering my front  door!  So stop these all and I'm  going home!!  Forget about your promise to me! Because  I'm  not expecting  at all "

I look at her and she's  so in confused  and shocked and feel guilty but stay quiet.. I can't  be in here..
I sigh and turn around to walk away again before I even get the distance  I want she ask me

" what is... Your name ? "