You're Only Mine (Camren)

Chapter 18

Lauren Pov

" I swear laurenzaa!! if you don't get yourself up together for that brunette hottie, i will probably the one to start the zombie apocalypse, like seriously look at my eyes! It's all bags and darkness in there, you see?!... All the signs for apocalypse, and please be aware that you are the first to be eaten!! " Dinah said holding my face with her both massive polynesian hands to check her eyebags.

" It's been 3 nights laurenza, you're sucking every energy, blood,mind, advice, beauty of mine, everything! you're sucking it all up to the point that i don't have any advice left for myself, the hell! "

I laugh wholeheartedly for the words
That coming out of her drunken mouth, we are sitting in my balcony with foods, alcohol, and music " that's why you are my best friend dj! That's what friends are for hahaha " i said still laughing " and besides... You love me, cause if not why are you still coming? " i said sweetly and hug her

" I'm only coming cause you keep summoning my advice mode on bitch! Like i really have something to say "

" No, you don't have dj hahaha but i love to be with you, i know your weakness so i used it ' vodka ' " i wiggle the bottle while grining

" See, this is why a lot of country still in debt, for people like you.. Abusing power like it's never gonna end, and let me tell you laurenza, what else can i advice to you then.. that you don't want to hear? If i tell you that you need to find other girl cause she's married, you won't agree! and then i would have to stay another night in here! If i tell you to just fuck her and be her ' Other Woman ' cause it's hot, then i'mma need to stay here longer than one night cause you gonna be a mistress! If i tell you to confront her and ask her what's gonna happen for you two, what's her decision, then i'm might have to stay long term in here! Cause she won't remember that THERE IS ACTUALLY A PROBLEM, so tell me laur! Which option should i choose to removed myself in line for being the suspect for eating your brain? " She said looking at me with half open eyelids, furrowed eyebrows and a face even Leonardo da Vinci can't draw.

Although thinking about it, it is true there is nothing more to think about, or options to think about, besides what am i to her? A picture. A loss memory. A friend. Or Am i even her friend?

" What else do matter dj, she is married, " i replied in a low tone. I feel like thousands of knives keeps on stabbing my heart continuously. Yes she said she wants to kill him but that doesn't mean that once upon a time she loved that guy or that fucker for my term. Hell you wouldn't marry someone for nothing. What if i just let her go? I mean if she has some husband issue why would that bother me? Let her deal with him lauren! Otherwise, What he could possibly be done that a wife can't forgive? Cheat? Lied? Abused her? But she doesn't look like a battered wife. What if *Kill* him Doesn't mean ending her man's life, i mean we all exaggerate things when we are mad.

What if they'll finally resolve their own issue? get back to each other and decided that maybe it's only a married phase. what will happen to me? What will happen to us? My eyes starts to water again. Since when do i have woman issue that doesn't even mine? This is why i hate relationships, pain in the fucking ass!

" Uhhh, uhh.. nope, no you don't put your watery dog eye on me again like the past nights bitch! Does eyebags not enough for you? You want to get my eyes swollen too? Bitch i'm telling you! Cause if that two collided, i wouldn't even passed as a zombie protégé! You fool!, don't you cry! Cause i'm gonna cry too!! You matter! For me, yes!, for i can only speak for myself! You matter to me!! And that's why i'm here. " she said laughing but with teary eyed like mine.

" Dj, i will never accept to get eaten by an ugly zombie, bitch! come here let's toss it up " i lifted my small vodka glass for a toast.

" Cheers! " we both exclaimed.
" cheers to dinah jane hansen who has a girlfriend that can get laid but chooses to stay! Dang unselfish me! I'm proud of you! " dinah retorted to herself. We burst out laughing again!.

You know what they say? If things gets hard on your way, that's life showing you its skills, but notice the ones who can stay and help you passed these nights like this.
I'm soo glad i have dinah with me... No serious, painful or worst night with her...

" You know what i think laur? I think we need to get out of this coop you know, what if ee go to the bar where my girlfriend is? And there we chill? Come on laur, at least we can have a free semi concert, i can even sing for you.. " she said nudging me.

" Yeah, and you know camila's gonna be there too, i thought you don't want to spend another night in here? Haha "

" Exactly why! What if her anxiety worked up again? And won't remember you ? You need to spend any possible minutes to build more memories with her laur! Granted maybe she will still forget you... But aren't you wanna be with her? Why don't you wanna know her ways, instead of us staying here every night and guess for the possible outcome? " she said with her hand gesture explaining her point

On the other hand. Yes, i think it's a better idea.. If she can't remember me.. I can! And i wanna know her more. It wouldn't do any harm... I wanna know the person that's been haunting my thoughts every second. The girl i've waited whether theres promise or not. The girl i'm willing to get all in even inspite of. The girl i, the woman i love... I stand quickly and get my jacket, i picked dinah's jacket to and hand it to her. She's typing something on her phone so i did the job. We need to get there... I wanna see her already.. It's been days.

" You know what, that's actually not a bad idea.. You have a point. I should have been there, figure out her ways, her feelings, her likes....can you believe that?? The vodka can really gives you juice to advice! It worked! "
I almost shout in excitement she widened her eyes to the realization that she can actually advice.

You know, ways of a drunk girls...

We raced down the staircase and dinah almost fall.. luckily my reflexes grip the hem of her jacket to pull her back. So we are on our way to the bar where the girl of my dreams at. We are still laughing, drinking the half bottled of vodka we brought while walking down the road. Pushing each other for some dumb things we decided to be funny.

" This roads feels endless laurenza! " she said keeping a hard time pointing out the road.

" That's because you're pointing backwards dinah! " i turn her around to the right direction. " we ain't going back to house "

" Oh, your key's in here too! " she pointed the key on the left side of my boots. " One more thing lo! Why aren't we driving? "

" Oh shit! We are so wasted HAHAHA!! " WE LAUGH SO HARD RIGHT NOW! We can't even breath properly

" You know what i think i'm a bit tired, let me sit here for a sec " she said pulling me to the pavement and we both sit there. she rested her head on my lap. And i rest my head on her shoulder.

Shocks things getting heavier, everything.. My thinking, my foot, even my eyelids, i think we should really get some rest... I closed my eyes while patting dinah's tummy humming her a song.

And we both slept.

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" Lauren!... Lauren... Wake up!! " i hear someones voice, and a hand shaking my shoulder for me to wake up. But i feel soo sleepy and tired...

" Lauren,! " i try to open my eyes but its too bright... My vision is so vivid my eyes not permitting me to see things at clear state.

I keep trying and it's getting clear for a second and will blurr.. All i can see is a baseball bat swinging back and forth infront of me. And a gun.. A GUN!!

What the fuck!