You're Only Mine (Camren)

Chapter 15

Lauren Pov

" so how's the kiss? "

I feel like all of the blood the coffee alerted me with, run down to melt.

" camila? " i ask so shocked

" oh now don't camila me, Lauren! So, what's the gist? You act like you're so disgusted to be kissed by.. but that doesn't look that way now, huh..?  Why? because she looks like a fucking victoria's secret model? "

She is hurt. Yeah, i know i see it in her eyes the anger the jealousy but why? Isn't you the one who left me hanging with nothing at all and come back like nothing happened and worst, playing Act like you don't know me?

Asking me things like i need to explain something to her? Fuck! you hurt me first...

I guess you have no idea how much do you? I keep talking to myself cause even in my mind i am lost.  I don't know how to start to react, to say things, to move my lips to let her know i'm done with everything!

So is this the next camila?  Now you suddenly care if i kissed someone or if i have someone in my life? I'm tired of this!! I am tired of you making me feel like.. I'm the only one waiting, chasing after you!

I curled my hand to a fist and answer her question

" It's because she is!! She's a victoria's secret model camila!! Now would that be enough to answer your question? "

I turn around to walk away, i know i ought to avenge her for making me feel like i am not enough...i am not enough to come back for, but i can't right now... I can't with my own emotion! I am angry and confused as fuck!

As i am taking two steps away from her she spoke again

" So is that your kink huh? A model.. Cause lauren i can assure you i can be one! Most likely more of her! Better!  "

I heard what i heard right? This WOMAN!!! My face already reddened with anger and i can literally feel my ears heating in irritation

What do this woman think of me? A fucking nutbag that only goes to anyone that looks yummy and a thing always sold out in the store? Am i that cheap? The woman almost throw herself at me! For pete's sake and all in my mind was you!!!

" Oh really? " I can feel my blood boiling in irritation right now " What is this camila?? What is this all about?  Why the care? The anger? Why you suddenly acting like this? What's the next part after this? "

" I'll tell you what's the next part! "
She said while walking fast towards me, pushing me to the nearest metal handle bar used for parking meters.

I hinch in pain as my middle back collided with the cold metal. She held me by my neck and kissed me so deep, there is something new from her kiss..it's different... It's painful but passionate, a kiss that will tell you something to aggravate the moment. It's all the words of longing that words can never explain.

i arched my back a bit but i hold on to her, i pulled her more, i open my mouth for her tongue to reign dominant inside of mine and i suck it slightly moving my head to the side to gave her more passage. I moaned. My body is heating and all i can do is push her more to me. Her hands travel to my sides and to my half exposed thighs and hold it up to her sides and her body move to the center of me to cover my lower areas while she keeps pushing it at the rhythm of her tongue, we are running out of breath but no one wants to stop. Grasping air everytime we both move our head to the side for passage.

I bit her tongue and i felt her body twinge in pain, she grasp my hair and pulled me to deepened the kiss more
I am lost... In her... In her scent, her kiss, her touches, her longing for me... It's like consoling my heart for everything she done...
I don't know when did it happened but our kiss turned in solftly she lick my bottom lip and suck it and do the same thing again, and i taste something salty and it's strange cause she taste like plum and a mint combined, her lips starts to stiffen a little and i open my eyes to see her beautiful brown orbs watering.

" Camz?... What happened? " i ask worriedly,

" Nothing, i, i... I'm sorry lauren, i'm sorry cause i don't know you, i'm sorry cause i can't remember anything about you and me... But i can feel... My heart remembers you, everything about you, and that only piled up to the things i hated myself for... " tears keep streaming down in her beautiful face " That emptiness i feel, that something is missing but i remember nothing.. I remember nothing.. Everytime i try to think of it, everytime i try it get worst till i get exhausted but still, i remember nothing...

Confused as i am right now for what is she talking about, I pulled her for a hug and kiss her forehead to comfort her.

" It's like looking for something you don't know, that no matter how hard you try to get it, everytime you're in the verge of getting something it will gone black "

" What do you mean camz? " i hold her tight to let her know i am here...
" You can tell me everything.."

" Where would i start lauren? Where would i begin? " she says lifting her head up to meet my gaze... I caress her pinkish cheeks and wipe her tears with my hand slowly...

" Uhmm maybe to the part of how did you even got here? " i said jokingly to enlighten her mood

" Ice cream "

" Wha- what? "

" Let's go get some ice cream first "
She said with her goofy adorable smiling face at me

We both chuckle at the thought.

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A/N guys i know, i know, i'm sorry i didn't update this story like i said in my previous A/N ... Things get a little hard on me and life just keep throwing me pebbles i hope you forgive me.. Hehehe 🥰🥰 i'll make it up to you...