Wondering & Freedom

They've Stopped

***WARNING*** Talks about suicide and depression.

I'm stuck in a box

I keep yelling

But nobody is listening

Or maybe they can't hear me?

I feel numb but yet I feel everything

I'm being tortured

I cry out but receive only pain

It's like a shock wave

It hits me over and over again

I showed emotion once but then they put me in a stronger box

Now when I yell I can't hear myself

I'm drowning in so many voices

I wish the pain would end

I'm stuck in the dark with nothing but my own thoughts

I've reached out so many times

Only to receive air

The voices keep telling me to give up

I think I just might

I'm so tired of yelling and crying

The pain hits me again

This time I don't even fight it

I give in.

Hey guys! I just want you to know that no matter what you are loved by so many people. Don't let anyone tell you anything different. You love yourself and that's all that matters. I love you guys!! Thank you. I don't know what I would do without you guys, thank you so much!

Alyssa