Wondering & Freedom

Welcome Back.

*Warning talk about suicide*

So you wanna be in my life now?
Wanna talk right now?
Wanna get in my head now?

Tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's happening?

You can't come back
And expect me too move on
And pretend you never used me
Pretend you never lied to me
You acted like you never knew
But what you truly never knew
Was that I never liked you

I only pretended
But I guess you won
Cause now your on my mind
And I thought I would have moved on
I thought I would've forgotten you
I thought I would've forgave you

But I guess your in my life now
I guess we can talk now
Your back in my head now
So tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's happening?

Are we given up?
Are we lying down?
Tell me what we're doing!

Are you back to control?
Or are you back to destroy?
Just tell me this...

Are you back in my life now?
Are you back to talk now?
Do you wanna control?
Do you wanna use me?
Just tell me now

Or you might just lose me

I've gotta move on now
I've gotta drown out
Your voice in my head
It's killing me
And I'm dying
Slowly

It's time to give up now

Just something I wrote. It's more of a free write but I like it. It feels like one of my first real ones that I can more relate too. Definitely one of my favorites I have done. I just finished writing this so let me know what you think. Thank you guys! Love you all!