Under My Skin // KYLO REN FANFIC 18+

Wrapped In You

"You need to let me bandage you up," I say in between gasps. Ben's hands hold my frame tightly under his, pressing me further into the sheets. He bites my bottom lip and I can feel it in every inch of my shaking body.
"No," he groans against my skin.
"Ben!" He cuts me off, fitting his mouth against mine, each moan vibrating and making my heart pulse. His kisses are firm, but it feels like he's still holding back. With one hand around my neck and the other supporting his weight, he makes me melt.

I know I should stop him and make sure he's okay but not a single part of me dares to push him away. Not because I'm afraid, but because I don't want him to stop. He kisses my jaw, down to my neck, pulling down the sweater he gave me and kissing my collarbone. When we were growing up together I had feelings for Ben but pushed them down. For a Jedi, attachment is forbidden. But I'm no Jedi now.

Ben suddenly curls in on himself, his arm wrapped around his ribs, grimacing.
"Ben!" I sit up, reaching for his ribs.
"That's not my name," he winces. Dismissing it, I move his arm away from his torso, seeing that deep red has stained his undershirt. "I'm fine,"
"What happened?"
"Nothing, it was just Hux-"
"The General?" He nods. "Why did he.. did he shoot you?"
"He wanted to know what I was doing with you, I told him to fuck off and I guess he was just waiting for the perfect time to shoot me," his lips curl upwards slightly.
"That's horrible! Did you punish him?" Ben's eyes falter slightly, raising an eyebrow at me.
"I'd rather just make his life a misery by continuing to make him serve me,"

I pull Ben off of the bed and peel off his shirt with no hesitation, taking him back I think. He remains still, which allows my eyes to explore. He's toned and scarred and yet his skin looks soft and delicate. On the lower left side of his ribs is a bleeding wound from where Hux shot him. I inhale sharply, not able to look away. He always was the strongest and most fit in all of our training so it's no surprise, but it still leaves me a spluttering mess. He's gorgeous. Ben chuckles softly, sorting his way through my emotions before I even know what I'm feeling. He takes a step towards me, closing the gap between us.

"Are you going to bandage me then?" He asks, reaching outwards towards a cabinet, pulling a roll of bandages through the force into his hand. "Here," he hands it to me. We both stand there in silence as I wrap it around his torso, the space around us becoming thicker and thicker as the sexual tension grows.

Just as I finish tucking in the bandage, I hear my comm from the pile of clothes that's my uniform. Using the force, I pull it into my hand and press the button to receive the incoming message.

- ALL OFFICERS REPORT TO YOUR QUARTERS BEFORE THE NIGHT SHIFT BEGINS OR PENALTIES WILL BE APPLIED -

"I better go,"