FORTY-ONE

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Allison's pov:
It was a long month, but I made it. I can finally go back to dance and hang out with Bryce. This month has been so stressful and frustrating.
That time I cut again, didn't stay the first time. It's really addicting. School is also stressing me out and sometimes I regret doing homeschool, cause I feel like I don't get to spend my teenage years. Demi and Lauren are also taking a 'break' from their relationship and I have a feeling it's because of me. I mean I wouldn't be surprised if they told me that.

Demi's pov:
I've been working a lot lately on my new album and stuff, so I barely had time to spend with Ally. Lauren is staying at her parents house, because she needed some space. I don't know what is happening with us, but I think it's better to keep away for a moment. At the beginning I was kinda sad about it, but now it  barely affects me anymore. I just don't want a toxic relationship. I've had enough of them already. So yeah, we might end this soon.

Anyways today I'm free, so I wanted to spend the day with Ally. I also noticed that when we were together, she looked sad and zoned out all the time, so I want to know what's bothering her. I went to her room and saw her sleeping peacefully. I didn't want to wake her up yet, but it's late and I need to go to the studio. I don't like her staying alone at home, especially now when Lauren is gone, so most of the times she just comes with me to work.

"Ally. Wake up." I said softly. I know how moody she gets in the morning when she doesn't get up by herself, so I try my best to do it carefully. She stirred and opened her eyes. "Hey, did you sleep wel." She ignored me and turned around. "Come on Ally. I'm gonna be late." "I'm tired." She whined. "You can sleep in the studio. Now go get ready please." She was ignoring me again, so I pulled the blanket of her. "Hey!" She yelled. That's when my heart dropped. There were cuts all over her arm. She followed my gaze and when she noticed where I was looking at, her eyes started to tear up. "Baby, why?" I said trying not to cry. She got out of her bed and put on a hoodie. "Get out." "Allison-" "I said get the fuck out!" "Make sure you're ready. We leave in half an hour." I said trying my best to keep my face straight. When I got out of her room, I broke down in tears. Why would she ever do it to herself. I put myself together and make myself ready.

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