Tell me you love me.

FIFTY-THREE

Allison's pov:
It's been a couple days since I woke Demi up by my hysterically cries, which I'm very embarrassed about, but she told me I shouldn't, so it's okay I guess. I also started dance again yesterday. I was very excited. Lauren just picked me up from dance rehearsals and we were now back home.

It was currently 5 o'clock in the evening. Demi was still at work and I stayed home with Lauren. We were cuddled up watching a crime show. I wasn't really paying attention anymore, because I was slowly falling asleep. "Hey kid, no sleeping until you ate diner. I don't wanna wake you up, then you get all grumpy and we don't want that." Lauren said, but little did I know there was another reason why she didn't want me to sleep.

I heard the door open and hear Demi say "We're home!" Wait we? Who's we? I already turn around waiting for her to come to the living room, when I see Lola. I couldn't believe my eyes. I jumped of the couch and let Lola pick me up. I haven't seen her since Demi's tour and that was a long time ago. "I missed you so much." She said to me hugging me tightly. When she released me, I stepped back, getting a deja vu from the first time I saw her on Belgium. "Oh my fucking god!" I screamed and hugged her again. "Why do you do this to me." I heard Demi and Lauren laugh. "You knew this, didn't you?" "Sorry not sorry." Demi chuckled.

"How are you? How much did I miss?" "Oh not a lot, I just got kidnapped, went through a breakup and lost motivation to live, but other than that, it's been great." I joked, but no one seemed to find it funny. They probably didn't want to upset me by laughing. "It's okay guys, you can laugh." Lola shook her head and giggled. "You're so sarcastic sometimes, I missed that about you." We all just chilled in the living room and ordered food. I always panicked a little at the thought of eating, but it's getting better. Sometimes I just needed to be louder than the voices in my head who where telling me I'll get fat and stuff.

When Demi and Lauren went to the kitchen to clean the mess we made up, Lola took her chance to talk me. "Hey, I know about your father and I'm sorry about that. It must've been really scary." She said waiting for me to react. "You know, Lola. I really am not in the mood to talk about him. It's over and I'm okay now. You don't have to be sorry, it wasn't your fault." I tell her. "Okay, but I just want you to know that I'm always and always be here for you okay? You can text or call me at anytime."
I nodded and gave her a smile. "Yeah, I know that. Thanks."

"And what about the boy? I thought things were good between you?" She frowned and I sigh. "He couldn't handle me and told me to fix myself before we could see each other again, so he broke up." "Well, he's a dick for telling you that, because if he had the patience he wouldn't just leave you like that. He will soon see what he lost and will just crawl back to you." She said making me laugh. "I'm good tho. I'm not looking for a relationship right now. Maybe he was right. I mean he could've said it in a not hurtful way, but I really should fix myself and my problems before I get into a relationship."

Demi's pov:
I saw Allison smile again when she saw and talked to Lola and that just made me really happy. She deserves to be happy. After a lot of talking, Ally fell asleep on the couch. "What do we do with her?" Lola chuckled. "I'll pick her up to her room." I picked up Ally with ease and Lola followed me. She really didn't weigh a lot for a sixteen year old, but she's quite short and she's eating again and didn't gain weight, so I guess that's how her normal weight is. 

I laid Ally in her bed and kissed her on the forehead. "Goodnight." I whispered and pulled the blanket over her. Lola was smiling at the door. "You really love her." I smiled back at her. "I do." "You're the only one who I trust fully with her. I can see that you really care about her." "Thanks, it really means a lot." I said giving her a hug. "Well, I guess you should go to sleep too, it's getting late. You could either sleep with Ally or I can show you the guest room." "No it's okay, I'll share the bed with Allison." "Okay, goodnight." I said and also kissed her forehead. "Night."

I was so thankful for Lola right now for distracting Ally. I heard them even talk about the breakup, so to know she isn't as sad as she used to, made me relieve. After I brush my teeth, I go in bed and drift to sleep with Lauren next to me.