Don't Push Me Away

~7~

Sorry it's been a while, needed a mental health break... but so far in the story, what would you say is a song that describes Y/N? Or maybe if you don't like music that much- what's a quote that describes Y/N?

Y/N's POV

After Megan walked upstairs, she did leave me in a deep thought process.

I was being selfish and leaving no thought about how anyone else felt on losing Vic. Not even her mom, and she's been keeping Kameron for a while now.

I figured I should get off my ass and check on my son for once.

Before I could reach my phone, I sat back down and thought.

"What if her mom hates me? I pushed everyone away. Even my own two caregivers."

Taking a deep breath, I could tell Megan was back downstairs because she was staring at me. I knew she sensed what I was thinking.

She took my phone off the table and dropped it in my hands.

"Nope. Call and check on your son."

Letting a sigh escape my lips, I pressed the facetime button waiting for it to pick up.

On the third ring, I saw a face pop up into the camera.

"Hey Momma." I said speaking to my mother in law.

"Hey Y/N/N, how you been holdin' up?" she questioned.

"I been trying to get better but it just happened last night, so I got a long way to go. How about you?"

"I'm makin it, but lemme go get this boy of yours out the bed so you can say hi."

I waited a few minutes before seeing a smile on the screen.

"Heyyyy Kamkam!" I shouted receiving babbles and a gummy smile back from him.

"Oh she did?! I'm glad you ate good little man." I started pretending to have a conversation with him.

"I love you Kamkam, bye bye."

After they hung up I threw my phone hoping it would hit the blanket on the couch, but instead it missed the whole couch and hit the floor pretty hard.

"Shit, it cracked the screen." I stated sighing and holding my head.

"I'll be back." I said getting ready to walk out.

"No you won't, I'm going with you. Gotta stay safe." Megan said.

"Bruh i'm not a fucking child. I said i'll be back. Damn, so aggravating."

She visibly rolled her eyes making me smack my teeth.

"Got me fucked all the way up." I murmured once I got to the car.
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About fifteen minutes later, I arrived at my cell provider store to replace my phone.

"I would like to replace this phone please. I have my warranty on it." I stated getting my card and broken phone out.

After all the work that was done, I headed back to the house.

I wish I would've stayed out longer because when i came back here this bitch was again.

"Are you okay?" she questioned.

I ignored her.

"Bruh you have got to be joking- Y/N you really need to stop acting childi-"

"Stop trying to tell me what to do. I can handle myself because I never asked you to come in the first place. You keep acting like you didn't hurt me in 10th grade. You're acting like you were best friends with Victoria when in reality, you literally hated her and made her life a miserable shithole all because I chose her. I chose Victoria because she ACTUALLY HAD A PLACE FOR ME IN HER HEART. SHE LET ME IN AND SHE TRIED HER BEST TO MAKE ME HAPPY. Instead, I messed this one up and her mom fucking trusted me. How the hell am I supposed to raise my son on my own with no help or trust?" I asked calming down.

When she didn't respond, I nodded my head and went upstairs in my room.

I needed a nap because I'll never be as happy as I was with her. Never again.
-•-•-•-
4 Months Later....

Megan's POV

"Megan where'd you put my chips?" asked Y/N.

"I kinda ate them, but I'll buy you some more." I said laughing at her facial expression.

"Stop touching my shitttttt." she whined.

"I'll think about it."

She walked out the room and tripped over the carpet causing a loud thud.

"Can this day get any worse?!" she said out loud.

"Why would you say that out into the universe? Y/N you know something bad happens after anyone says stuff like that."

"Whatever."

I went downstairs to fix a sandwich.

"Y/N/N do you want a sandwich?" I questioned.

"No thanks."

After I fixed my food, I went to take a bite but Y/N bit my sandwich before I could.

"I literally just asked you if- bitch keep playin with me." I said jumping at her.

"Why the hell you buckin' at Casper the Friendly Ghost? I know you not buckin' at me."

Over the past four months, she forgave me for my actions 2 years ago. We rekindled our friendship and we been pretty close since then. She came to the terms that since I'm staying with her until she gets better that we had to get along somehow.

She's been having a lot of nightmares recently though so the trauma wouldn't go away soon.

But she will get better.