Don't Push Me Away

~13~

Y/N's POV

"Hey Momma Rose and Momma Ralph." I said with a smile as I hugged them and kissed their cheeks.

"This is my son Kameron."

They smiled and awed at the sight of the little boy in front of them. 

"You gon' say hi lil man?" I asked as i moved his hand from outta his mouth.

"I guess he tryna act shy today... I don't know what up with that." I said making us all laugh.

As we sat down and prepared to order Solana came through the door seeming frustrated.

"Hey you guys, i'm so sorry i'm late."

"It's okay bae, glad you could make it. Is everything okay?" i asked kissing her forehead.

She nodded softly and ordered a lemonade with ice.

"Hey Momma Rose and Momma Ralph, how y'all doin?" she asked forgetting they were watching everything.

"We doin jus fine honey, getting ready to travel to Australia and wanted to meet our grand baby first."

I smiled at the both of them before seeing Kameron light up at the sight of his burger.

"I'm gonna go to the restroom real quick to talk to Solana, can y'all take Kam for me?" i asked the two ladies who smirked and took Kameron.

As I thanked them i grabbed Lana's hand and led her to the bathroom.

I sat her on the counter and kissed her.

"So, are you gonna explain what's wrong? You ordered lemonade instead of a margarita.... and you're later than you've ever been in your entire life. What's that about?" I asked.

"I had a doctor's appointment and apparently he's saying I may be about 3 months pregnant. Only issue is I don't know who the father is because I slept with so many dudes after Vic's death just to drown out the pain and I had to get tested but thankfully they were all negative."

My eyes widened for a second while my brain chose to run like an old Intel computer.

"Well who's the last person you did sleep with? Before me of course...-" I questioned.

"Travis- Scott..." she muttered under her breath.

"Do a paternity test for the baby when it comes." I stated and she nodded.

I grabbed her hand and gently rubbed my thumb over her fingers while she took deep breaths and began to break down. She held on to me like a balloon fighting against the wind before it's broken to pieces.

"I've got you Lana. You're gonna be okay and you'll make it through this. You'd make a perfect mother." I whispered softly into her neck as I rocked her with me.

"You good to eat something now?" I asked and she nodded. I helped her get up and clean her face before we headed to eat.

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Megan's POV

I laid in the hotel room thinking about what my next move would be. I listened to what Brandy told me but I had to figure out how to talk to Y/n about something like that.

I mumbled sentences under my breath as i tried to find the correct words for this conversation.

"Fuck it man." I said with frustration.

I called her and asked her to come to the hotel's address so we could talk. I gotta admit that I need to be the bigger person sometimes and quit being selfish and childish when something doesn't go my way.

I waited a good thirty minutes before I heard a knock on the door.

The woman stood there with a bright smile on her face before embracing me in a hug.

"I missed you bruh it's so good to know you safe." she stated with a relieved face expression.

"Thanks you too I guess. So, I invited you to talk about that conversation we had last time we spoke and I wanted to start by saying that you're absolutely right about my actions and my words not matching up with what I think. I just have a lot of trouble with expressing any of that because when you first told me you had feelings for me I was scared to be with a girl. I'm still scared to be with a girl in all honesty. But i shouldn't have ever taken that out on Victoria and although i had my times with her, I never would have the heart to kill anyone. Especially not someone who means a lot to you. I'm gonna be a good beat friend and set aside the jealousy I have by supporting your decisions and talking you through any tough times you may go through." I ranted on finally ending what I had to say.

She seemed to be processing everything in her mind as she began wiping a few stray tears away.

"I'm sorry too. I should've told you about Solana and I earlier instead of leading you on or making you think I was being mean just to be mean. I didn't wanna hurt you because I knew how you felt. I didn't realize I was hurting Solana more by letting her watch you be all up over me. I also apologize for accusing you of something so brutal when I know you like the back of my hand. So I was in the wrong too. I hope you can forgive me and we can continue to build our friendship healthily." she ended with a small smile.

"I forgave you a long time ago Y/n/n, I just never forgave myself." I clarified.

I got up to hug her and we parted until next time.