Don't Push Me Away

~15~

Megan's POV
"I don't think I can handle this anymore Meg." she said sighing.

"I'm here to listen you know, you haven't spoken a word about what made you so hurt even though i'm sure I have an idea of what it is." I stated.

"Solana broke up with me because she found out she's pregnant and it's not even that making me mad. I wanted to be there for her and help her with the baby and I was even gonna turn the guest room into a nursery for it but she said she feels like she's cheating on me every single day. I kinda get it but at the same time, she made it clear the baby was made before we got together and I was fine with that. I just wanted to be there for her, be there with her, and protect her while we grew together but she didn't feel the same way apparently." she said as each word became less audible and i watched as her eyes began to release tears.

"She broke up with me on a FUCKING BEACH Meg. Do you know how terrible that is? The one place I used to associate with my happiness is now a nightmare for me and it's humiliating because it was public. I could see her breaking up with me at my house or on a park bench or the bathroom of a restaurant. Nah she chose a damn beach."

I shook my head to show disappointment in the decision but I understood why Lana had done that. She needed to find peace for herself before she could find that part of her to break up with Y/n.

I didn't say anything while I massaged her scalp and wiped her tears as they rolled down her cheeks.

"I hope you know that there's a lot more pain in the future, so to sit here and just let this destroy you is the worst idea yet. We can go to a rage room, go to a concert, a theme park, shit even a movie. Anything to let you release this built up pain. I can tell just from your tears that all this pain isn't just from a break up. You never completely released your pain from losing your mom or Vic." I spoke.

She nodded and sobbed with every word I said like she knew I was telling the truth and hanging on to the words.

"It's gonna be okay hun, I gotchu like you had me through my tough times. Okay?"

We locked pinkies to complete that promise.

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7 months later...

Y/N's POV

"Soooo Meg and Kam, what y'all wanna do today? I was thinking a trampoline park and a movie." I stated goin into the movie room.

"Why would we go out to see a movie when we have a damn movie theatre y/n/n?" Meg asked.

"To get out the house uh doyy?" I responded rolling my eyes before I felt a pop to my mouth.

Kam cheered and started jumping everywhere.

Fake ass.

"I guess just the trampoline park and coming back here?" I asked.

"Or we could stay here and cuddle until Kam falls asleep and then do something more fun. That's only if we stay though so...you choose." she said with a huge smirk.

"Mannnn that's not fair." I whined causing Megan to shrug.

See, about 4 months ago Megan and I decided to be friends with benefits until we felt like something should change. Other than that we moved out of the old house because of the bad memories from Vic and moving forward plus I decided that I shouldn't stay there if her drug dealer or whatever he is knew where we lived. It wouldn't be safe for Kameron.