Don't Push Me Away

~24~

A few days later..
Y/N's POV

After I finally told Megan about the incident at Solana's, I can say she was more pissed than sad, then she was more sad than me. She also was very confused how Kaash would feel comfortable saying that when we were best friends for a long ass time unless she always thought that.

A lot of people say what's on they mind when they're angry, like liquor... so it's coming from a place of pain.

I understand Kaash was hurt too, and i don't know why but she shouldn't have interrupted our conversation like that.

I can definitely confirm that Megan is more angry at Kaash than she was talking to me.

Megan's POV

Even though its been a few days since the whole situation at Lana's place, I could tell Y/N was still tense about everything.

I felt like she was trying to disassociate from the kids like when Kam will start calling her, she doesn't notice for a while. Same thing when Iyonna is crying, it takes Y/N/N almost 3 minutes to recognize she needs to help her when I can't.

She's needed a lot of reassurance for her scars.. but I knew I could handle it because she's healed my scars too.

I came into the living room seeing her watch tv and she was tense, again.

I walked behind and massaged behind her ears.

"Iyonna can't talk yet, but she loves you to death Kam also loves you, you were technicallyyy the first face he saw and Vicky was the first love he experienced." I spoke knowing she was listening even though she was zoned out.

"If you weren't here for those babies, there's no tellin where they would be. No tellin how they'd grow up either, but we raisin them right so there's at least a better chance they'll grow up believing they can be something all because that extra parent role is being filled by you. Baby, I was gonna have an abortion with Iyonna because I just knew i couldn't handle bein a parent with the product of a traumatic event. If it weren't for you helpin me realize she is way more than that, I don't know what I would've done. I love Kameron like he my own son, he's amazing and you played a huge part in that too." I continued starting to play in her hair.

"That being said, don't let Kaash who for the record has no kids at all... change your love for those kids or get into your head with that shit." I finished my statement coming around the couch to straddle her lap.

She finally looked at me and I wiped the stray tears from her eyes.

"Not gon lie bae, I wonder how I hit the jackpot with you. Thank you for bein here with me Meg." she finally spoke laying her head on my chest.

"I always got your back Y/N, always."

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AN: This story might be ending next chapter, I have to find the comment but I'll go back to where SZA and Y/N were together so do a spin-off for what it would be like if they were endgame instead.

That being said, a good amount of the storyline will be changed to fit their story.
On top of that idea though, I'm gonna rewrite my first story "Boo'd Up" because that ending???😂😂😂

I appreciate the support and love shown to my books/imagines. If you ever have any ideas feel free to comment or dm me.