Don't Push Me Away

~19~

I'm real sorry y'all, with midterms and shit coming up then my girl birthday, my brother birthday, and family mess...everything is goin crazy but I got y'all now it's all good.

Thanksgiving Day
Y/N's POV

I sat in the living room playin the game with Kaash and my cousins while watching Kameron run through the house with Beyoncé's daughter.

"BLUE AND KAM IF YALL DON'T SIT YALL ASSES DOWN SOMEWHEA AND STOP THAT RUNNIN IN MY HOUSE IMMA BEAT YALL BLACK ASS!" yelled Auntie Tina.

I would've laughed, but between those flashbacks the saying gave me and me tryna beat Kaash with Scorpion in Mortal Kombat, there was no time for laughter.

Only competition.

"Y/n my momma asked for help in the kitchen so you better get in there quick." said Bey.

Mentally groaning, I gave her my controller causing her to laugh.

"Just cause you can't cook shit doesn't mean I should be the one to replace the missing talent."

I laughed harder receiving a few other laughs, but Megan came outta nowhere and smacked the back of my neck cackling around with Bey.

"Y'all not fuckin funny man, sit down somewhere Megan."

Walkin' to the kitchen while nurturing my neck, Auntie Tina turned to give me a smile.

"Hey baby, how you been holdin up?" she asked putting down the semi-melted spoon and placing her hand on her hip.

"I've been doin better auntie, takin one step at a time and just growing with my girlfriend, Iyonna, and Kameron." I responded with a small smile.

She could tell the hurt on my face from my mom not being here along with Victoria.

"They would both be very proud of you, you know that?"

I nodded my head in response.

"Come hea chile, gettin' all buff on me and shit." she spoke breaking the silence to hug me.

I had honestly forgot what a genuine hug felt like. I get a hug everyday from Kam and Megan, but when a family member hugs you and reminds you that there's people who care?

It feels like a healed world in my heart all over again.

"Alright na' i called you in here to taste test this food. Cuz Beyoncé know damn well she don't know what flavor she lookin for, how bout' these greens?" she asked.

"It's actually perfect, that ham hock in there taste perfect with the green juice." I answered honestly.

"I KNEW SOMEONE HAD THE GOOD GENES IN THIS FAMILY NA'! WHERE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFE MY GOODNESS?!"

I laughed watching Beyoncé's face pout at me as she headed upstairs with Megan.

"Alright food will be done in about thirty minutes yall, get out my kitchen!" she yelled poppin my hand with the wooden spoon.

"DAMN AUNTIE-... that shit hurt.."

She looked at me causing me to run up into the living room and rejoin the game.

Megan's POV

"I wanna be with her, but it's like i'm too nervous to face the fact she still lost baby boy's momma and her ex-girlfriend or fiancé." I vented.

"Girl I get it, like honestly I know when Jay lost his ex to that house fire and grieved for a while, I just put that pussy on him every night." Bey said sucking her teeth and shruggin it off.