Black Soul

1. Hard thing to do

Pov Tamara
I am in my living room now looking at my husban he cheat on me with this girl named Gigi he have his head down not looking at me i never seen him cry we are together almost 3 years and he never cry about anything he always been the strong one he only show his emotions just when it's really serious
"I want to divorce Zayn " i said and sigh it do hurt me and i do love him but i am not taking it that bad our relationship didn't worked this past 4 mouths like it should we are both very busy people he is famous singer and writer and i am also famous singer and also acter it's hard to put this two things together but i love it
"Baby please i love you " he said i look at him for a while
"Zayn look i love you i really do but i can't do this anymore you keep cheating on me " i said calmly he seem to be angry now he stand and start to walk i look at him he is very handsome
"I don't want to fight " he said i look at him for a second and he seem to thinking what to say next
"I'll pack my things and just go i will send you my lowyer tomorrow and we will devorce" he said and walk away i sigh it do hurt me to see him like this but i can't keep living like this we barely talked with eatch other he come from work late in nights always tired he didn't even sleep in one room with me anymore i cried all nights now is finally end of it and it's kind of relief for me it's pain too he walk downstairs with bag in hand he look at me for a while like he want to remember me for some reason he didn't said anything just walk out i sit and sigh today i had a free day and it's start like shit and end like shit but i am used to this i take my phone and call lizzie my best friend i dial her number and wait until she pick up when she finally pick up
"Hey " i said i know she could hear something happened because she is my best friend for years
"Hey what wrong baby ?" She ask i just love her
"He just agree to divorce" i said with sigh she is silent for a while
"Oh baby i'm so sorry but it's good that relationship was toxic " she said i know she is right
"I know it but it just -" she cut me off
"You already cry out your tears for this guy " she said i just sigh
"I don't know how to live without him is just very weird that i'm not going to be near him you know " i said
"Yes i understand you but i will come tomorrow and we can have sleepover and talk about it " she said she do know me so well
"Yes that would be nice " i said she laugh a little
"Oh i almost forget did you get the role ?" I said excited for her i know she would do it because she is one of the best acters i know
"Yes i get it " she said
"Yay we should celebrate " i said she laugh a little
"Yes i'm going to be in movie with Chris Evans Rbj Scarlett Johansson and many others " she said with excited voice
"Oh i'm so proud of you " i said and i almost could see her smile thru the phone
"I think that you going to be in movie with them too because guess what " she said even more excited now
"What?" I ask
"I saw your manager there at the marvel company and i do think you going to play my sister " she said my eyes winded
"That can't be true my manager didn't call me or text me just that i have concert tomorrow morning " i said
"Yes maybe he'll text you " she said and i smile even thought she can't see me
"Okay baby i'm going to sleep we'll talk later " i said
"Okay good night love you " she said
"Love you too bitch " i said and she laugh i ended the call it's going to be a long day tomorrow