"There he goes "she said
"Hi i'm Tamara " i shook his hand
"Nice to meet you Tamara i am Ryan " he said and kiss my hand what a gentleman
"It's nice to meet you Ryan " i said and he smile with that white pretty teeth Scarlett stare at him like he is her whole world and i can't really get out of this feeling in my chest
"So how long are you with Scarlett?" I ask and he look at her and kiss her just quick kiss but it's like forever for me just to look at it it's disgusting
"Me and Scarlett we are together one or two months right baby ?" He said and i smile even though i want to just vomit
"Nice you keep it secret for long " i said and she nod
"I don't wanted to media to know unless i wasn't sure If it's serious " she said and i nod because it's hard to have relationship when you are celebrity as huge as is Scarlett and Ryan too i understand why they hide it
"Exuse us here couple people who want to talk to us " he said
"It's fine im just going to find Lizzie " i said Scarlett smile and they walk away i just sigh and walk to the bar i see Lizzie with a tall man and they are flirty i just smile a little she deserve to be happy i sit and order a drink when Chris Hamsworth come
"Beautifull girls like you should not have to drink alone " he said with a smirk and i smile
"So how are you ?" He ask and i think for a while
"I think i'm happy after a very long time " i said and it's true when i been with Zayn i never really had a time for friends i always lock myself at home and wait for him i don't know why
"I'm glad you have fun" he said and i just shook my head
"Not at this party i don't really like so much celebrities at the same place" i whisper and he laught a little
"Then we should go on some silent place " he said offering me his hand
"No not yet we just wait untill everyone gonna be little more drunk and we should get drunk too " i said and he nod with smile we talked a lot and drink too a lot and i think i really like him he is such a sweet guy and gentleman he Is just a dream for every women i get really drunk and Chris too so we end up dancing and i really have fun i sit on the couch Chris walk to the bar to take us some drinks
"Hey" Scarlett said and acidently sit on my lap i just keep look at her she hold my face
"Do you have fun ?" She ask
"Yes "i said just keep looking at her suddenly Chris come and giggle
"Tay come have drink " he said Scarlett stand up and walk to her boyfriend i watch her walking to him
"How is it possible that any of you didn't tried to date her " i said and Chris laught
"We all tried but she never mix work with private life " he said looking at her
"You want to try too ?" He ask i turn my attention to him
"No i don't think Scarlett is women who would date women " i said and he look at me
"Would you date a women ?" He ask and i look at him
"I did date a womens in my past " i said and he gasp
"Really ?who ?" He ask i just smiled
"Meghan Trainor Hailey Stanfaid Elizabeth Gillies Sarah Paulson "i said and he look at me for a while
"Who was the best of them ?" He ask and look at the people
"Meghan i loved her so much when we break up my heart just died " i said and he nod
"Why did you break up?" He ask still looking at the people dancing
"She cheated on me with the guy she have a baby now " i said and sigh
"How you deal with it ?" He ask i just didn't and that the true
"I didn't she broke me i was with her 4 years and i never loved someone that much as her my heart just lock when she cheat on me but when i saw Scarlett i feel something that even Meghan didn't make me feel " i said it out loud
"Than you should try " he said and i just shook my head
"I don't want to try you know if i fall in love i know that i will feel the pain again " i said and he shook his head
"What is love without pain ?" He said
"You are right but there was little too much pain for me " i said whisper the last words he just look at me
"You will find the right one " he said i drink a little bit more and talk with Chris he is a really good friend i love it but i am too much drunk and i think he is too i try to walk to the toilets but i fail so i just sit too many people are around me and everything is like upside down i don't even know who i am at this point
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Black Soul
Romance"I love you ". "I would die for you " she said and take a deep breath "They betrayed us " she said and look deep into my eyes "You betrayed me " i point at the her...
