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Today is day when we finish recording in Miami i had so many good times with Sky and my family i was happy after very long time in my life i feel like i really want to ask her to be my girlfriend now i am in my hotel room waiting for the driver to come i don't know where is Sky i didn't seen her all day weird i go out of the room and going down i see everyone is already there except Scarlett i walk to Lizzie
"Hey did you seen Scarlett "I ask she think for a little
"No i didn't seen her all day " She said i just nod
"Why you asking ?" She ask
"Just i didn't seen her all day and she is not here " i said and she nod for some reason Scarlett didn't want me to tell her about us i didn't question it since i know she never had a girl before
"You two are pretty close huh" she said looking at me i blush 
"No i mean we are friends " i said and she look at me
"I know when you are lying " she said she is my best friend i can't lie to her
"It's nothing Lizzie " i said and sigh she just nod but i know this is not the end of the conversation when the driver finally come i walk to the car and sit with me is Lizzie Chris H RDJ and Tom Holand i check my phone and i see Scarlett post something

Today is day when we finish recording in Miami i had so many good times with Sky and my family i was happy after very long time in my life i feel like i really want to ask her to be my girlfriend now i am in my hotel room waiting for the driver to...

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It's him i know it i just sigh Lizzie look at me
"Something wrong ?" She ask i just shook my phone buzzing i look and it's message from Scarlett

Sky😍🖤
Hey it's not how it look like when you come to new yourk let me explain please

Me: it's fine i get it

Sky 🥰❤️: It's not like we were dating anyway and i really need to tell you something

Me:right

Tamara changed Sky name to Scarlett

Scarlett : i' m gonna marry him 

Me:what ?

Scarlett :it's sudden i know but i love him

Me : you gotta be kidding me Scarlett you are such a cheater

Scarlett: what ?

Me : fuck you

Scarlett blocked

 

I turn off my phone and take my ear phones i don't even want to see her i am such a dork why i even wanted to ask her in first place i am so stupid why i ever believed that someone like her would love me i close my eyes
"Is everything okay kid ?" Rdj ask i just sigh
"Yes everything fine " i said when we finally come to the airport so many paparazzi are here they all shouting questions at me and everyone i just ignore them and walk to the plane i sit down Lizzie sit with me i just sigh i hope i would not see her at the airport i fall asleep for the rest of the fly i open my eyes and see we are already here i stand up and walk outside
"Hey are you ok?" Lizzie ask
"You know what no " i said and walk away she walk with me
"Hey stop what the hell happen " she ask
"Just that i always have to meet only cheaters i am not enought or something " i said almost whisper one single tears roll down to my cheeks but i quickli wype it away
"Hey come here " she said and hug me i hug her tightly
"Tamara can we talk " suddenly i hear the voice i don't want to hear ever again i turn around and see Scarlett everyone are already out it's just me Lizzie and Scarlett
"No " i said and walk away
"Please let me explain " she said i turn around
"It's not like we were dating anyway so go to fuckin hell " i yell at this point i am tired of everything been thru i am tired always be the one who get cheaten on
"Please " she said i walk to my driver Lizzie just look at me
"I was going to ask you the fuckin question you know but now i am glad that i didn't " i said and close the door
"What was that about ?" She ask and tell her everything
"She did this " she said not believe it
"That not look like Scarlett " she said with shooking head
" Yea but that her " i said i just sigh

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After yesterday i didn't sleep at all now we have holidays so i just am in bed
Everyone have a days where they feel so empaty it's just like the dark is eating me and i can't do anything about it just walk with it or let it be i walk and see so many faces but not one is the one i miss the most this is how i feel it's like someone is beating me to the death but i don't care because the pain is still there and i can't get out of the fire that burning me up i can't i just can't and it's the worst feeling i ever had i breath but with every breath is just the pain heavier and harder and it's like i am dreaming at my own emotions i walk to my kitchen i take bottle that i have it's named Hubert de luxe i open it and start to drink until it's nothing at the bottle at this point i am only tipsy so i decited to call my agent to bring me some alcohol Lizzie called me few times but i didn't pick it up i want to be alone or with the one person i miss more than anything  but she turn out to be cheater and liar

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