I lay down on my bed i didn't stop crying since she left i don't know If she did cheat on me or didn't because it look like she did and she act in some ways that she don't even care my heart is broken once again i feel like i should just die maybe if i just die then it will be way better she would be happy and i would maybe see my baby i lost the only hope and life still bring me down on my knees but this time i don't have the strengh to stand again and i don't even want i just can't imagine my life without her she is my light in the dark days she can heal my pain in one second just one look and my heart skip and melt i walk to our roof i like to sit here and look at the stars i just see every moment i spend with her and and every small thing she did for me i love her so much i just cry and scream i don't want to live anymore i don't want i just can't take any more pain i can't stand anymore it's too much for me it's start raining i look up what am in movie ? Oh god this is just bad i just sit and look at the streets there is some people walking without umbrelas some couples laughting and holding hands and here me on the room looking at them i sigh i see someone come it's probably her she know that i will be here if i am sad she sit next to me didn't say a word just sit and look into the dark while is raining i cry but i won't look at her because that just too much painfull
"Tay " she almost whisper i don't response i just sit here tottaly hopeless looking in the sky full of rain my eyes are wet from the rain and the tears
"Look at me please " she said i sigh
"Why ?" I ask still not looking at her i look down at the streets
"I admit that maybe i felt something with him " she said and my heart just burn but i hold it together
"But my love for you is stronger than that whatever it is " She said i just sigh
"For me it never is easy " i said and sigh because it's true someone always cheat on me or leave me just because i am not enough in anything
"People always come and go but at my life people come hurt me and get me down on my knees and then leave " i said she try to say something but i cut her off
"I thought you are different because you stayed but i see it's only my imagination that someone like you can love someone like me i am nothing and it always stay like that " i said she look at me i turn my head and look at her
"Sheesh it's okay i might not be the perfect person for you but i love you like no one will " i said she just look at me
"I love you more than anything please don't leave i would never cheat on you " she said i just nod i am tired
"Come inside " she said and take me inside i walk to the bathroom i undress and step inside the shower i turn the water on and just sit down i cry so hard after few minutes i get out dress and walk to the rest room i lay down on the bed and clouse my eyes i just over react everything this past few days i overeact i don't want to hurt her or anything i just don't know i sigh i think about everything my thoughts just killing me i fall asleep i don't even know how
I wake up i look into the window i sigh and walk to the bathroom i take a shower and wear something comfortable today is the premiere and i am little bit worried since Scarlett said we come out there but now when we are kinda fighting or i don't even know what is it i walk downstairs i see Scarlett in kitchen she is cooking she didn't even notice i come in the speakers is playing Bei Maejor light down low and she is dancing in the rythm her weist are moving and she is singing is whole new version of her and she is sexy and beautifull at the same her raspy voice is like heaven to my ears i just watch her not only in a sexual way she is cute and loving woman it's reminding me every day how much i am loving her she turn to face me suddenly and scream
"Oh my god you scare me " she said
"I'm sorry i didn't mean to " i said she just shoke her head
"How long did you stand there?" She ask suddenly looking at me
"Enough " i said with smile
"I see you wake up with a good mood already " she said
"Yeah " i said she look at me
"Take a sit let's eat " she said i sit and she take the food and place it on the table we ate in the silence she was and is already good cooker she is everything what man or woman can want
"So what you going to dress on the premiere?" She ask i just look at her for a while
"Well it should be a little bit suprise " i said and bring a peace of the food to my mouth
"Suprise ?" She ask with a little smirk dancing on her face
"Yes and what about you ?" I ask and look at her once again i seen the sparkle in her eyes she is looking at me and i feel like she see my whole soul now she clear her throat
"Well let's leave it like suprise then too " she smirk i smile
"Day full of suprise huh" she said and i nod
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Black Soul
Romance"I love you ". "I would die for you " she said and take a deep breath "They betrayed us " she said and look deep into my eyes "You betrayed me " i point at the her...
