4. Feelings

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1 month later
I wake up at sound of my phone again it's really making me angry i should just turn it off i pick up the call
"Halo?" I said
"Hi baby did i wake you?" Lizzie ask she know that i don't like when someone wake me up but it always happen to me
"Yes you did but okay what up?" I said
"Me and the cast are going to party tonight " she said
"I was wondering If you want to come ?" She ask
"Lizzie it's too soon to ask me this question" i said and she laught
"What so funny ?" I ask
"Love it's already 13:00 so that not so early i know you had a concert yesterday but i wanted to know If you are up to it " she said and my eyes winded i slept for so long
"Oh yes sure just text me when and where " i said
"Okay see you later bye " she said and end the call i sigh i had concert yesterday and also i was taking a lot of shots to a movie i been at set 12 hours i didn't even slept i just go to the concert and i have this weekend free this month is just very fresh for me i already love the marvel cast especially Scarlett she is such a sweet friends me and her we get close so fast she did sleep at my house too and i slept hers i love her as my friend so much she is just one of the kind i love her so much also all the cast they are very nice and fun to work with i already love them i go up from bed and take shower and just wear someting comfortable i walk to the kitchen and i hear ring bell i walk to the door and i am shocked when i see who is it
"Liz what are you doing here ?" I ask and she just look at me
"Was it really so long time ?" She ask i just look at her with disbelieve it's Liz Gillies my ex girlfriend from my past yes i dated a lot of people
"Come in" i said and she walk in and sit at my couch
"Why are you here ?" I ask she just look at me with that smirk i loved so much in past
"I am because i needed to see you "she said i just look at her confused we dated like 4 years or more back and that just doesn't give a sence that she show up to see me
"I live here now and i know you divorced Zayn " she said i sigh
"Liz we saw eatch other like years back that not even give a sence to show up at my doors expecting to be welcomed" i said and she just keep look at me
"Okay i know but i just want hang out i missed you from the friends side not just lover side " she said i just sigh
"Well maybe after we can hang out now i don't have a time maybe tomorrow?" I ask and she smiled
"Okay i will be here at 18:00 pm" she said i just nod she walk away i don't know what this girl want but i am sure as hell it's nothing good Liz is a good friend and person but she is evil ex and i am sure she will be jealous if she seem me with someone she don't know

I got to my room because i want to dress for the party Lizzie texted me it's at Scarlett house it's weird because she didn't call me or texted me all day and in this month she used to talk to me a lot i dress black tightly dress and i do my hair and make up

(This is Tamara's dress"

 I walk to my car and just think what Scarlett want to show us or why she didn't even call me all day i like her a lot always when we are together i feel this feeling i never felt with anyone it's like i know her my whole life and she giving me pe...

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I walk to my car and just think what Scarlett want to show us or why she didn't even call me all day i like her a lot always when we are together i feel this feeling i never felt with anyone it's like i know her my whole life and she giving me peace at my soul and warm to my heart i love to look at her because always when she is focusing on something or talking about something that she love she have the light in her eyes and it's just magic how beautifull her eyes are the perfect emerland green and the way she move or blush is mesmerizing me at one point i want to faith just for looking at her because it's just something new to me to just be in her presence is something i will always look up to we are soulmates as a friends for sure or is there something more ? I ask myself i just shook this thought away because it's impossible she like mans and i love her as a friend i don't like her that way right ? I just focus on road because i don't want to overthink i come to her house and see there is already lot of cars and people i don't like to be with many celebrities because i don't really feel like one it's just weird for me i walk to her door and knock she open
"Hi Scar " i said and smile
"Hi Tay " she said and hug me i come inside where is already lot of people also outside where is pool
"So what you want to show when you throwing party ?" I ask and she smile and there is the spark in her eyes
"My boyfriend Ryan " and somehow i felt like my heart burn but i just smile
"Oh and where is this handsome guy ?" I ask i am good at hiding my emotions after all i am acter

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