Black Soul

2. Interview

I wake up on buzzing my phone just don't let me sleep never i pick it up
"Halo?" I said
"Hey did i wake you ?" He ask i just sigh
"Yes what is it Roger ?"i ask Roger is my manager
"You are going to play in the avengers Marvel movies i just get mail and i am so excited that i needed to tell you today after your concert you going to meet up the cast and i set up everything for you " he said and i am too tired to be excited but i just smile i love marvel movies
"That really good i am so happy about it thank you " i said
"Okay i'll call you later " he said and end the call i look at the clock and it's 8:00 in morning i get up and going to the bathroom i take out my pj and walk to the shower i turn the water on and just close my eyes lot of things happened and i don't know how to face them i feel broken for Zayn because i did and still do love him so very much but it's never going to work again and i moved out of it long time ago now i just need to get used to the fact i'm not going to see him i get out of the shower and dress and i make my hair and make up for the concert i walk to the kitchen and make me something to eat after food i take my cigarettes and walk to my car my concert and interview start at 11:00 now it's 10:00 so i still have hour time i drive to the studio and walk in i say helo to everyone and going to the dress room i sit and just wait until they call me today is also day when Zayn send his lawyer i sigh and take my ring down Jimmy come to my dressing room
"Hi Tamara it's nice to see you again " he said and hug me he is good man
"Hi Jimmy is nice to see you too man " i said and hug him back we pull away and he told me that first i'm going to sing and then the interview i said okay i walk to the stage and prepare for my perfomance i love singing and perfoming i always find the peace that i am missing somehow it's just like i been waiting to feel the peace all my life i wait until he introduce me
"Hi everyone we have special guest today the biggest artist of all the time with her new single All i want everybody welcome Tamara Jauregui " he said and i walk to the stage the music start to play and i just start sing

I found a guy, told me I was a star
He held the door held my hand in the dark
And he's perfect on paper but he's lying to my face
Does he think that I'm the kinda girl who needs to be saved?
And there's one more boy, he's from my past
We fell in love but it didn't last
'Cause the second I figure it out he pushes me away
And I won't fight for love if you won't meet me halfway
And I say that I'm through but this song's still for you all want is nothing less

As i sing this words i feel tears in my eyes but i push it hard down because this song is about Zayn and me it was so perfect when i find him he was just my best friend and lover at once i loved him so much as i sing i see every moment we been thru together and everything he ever did to me the good and the bad we been a perfect couple for a while he always cared so much i had the moments with him where everything was just beckround and all i paid attention too was him and me just the two of us we wanted a baby but then he started cheating and everything was destroyed
after my perfomance i go sit down at couch people clapped and being insine
"Thank you "i said and smile
"So Tamara how are you ?" He ask i smile a little
"I'm fine thanks for asking how are you ?" I said
"I'm very good and glad to have you here" he said i smile a little
"So about who is this song ?" He ask i smile a little
"It's about one boy i used to date but it doesn't end well " i said and he look at me with shock
"The guy must been blind " he said and i laught
"There are rumors that you and Zayn split up ?" He ask and i was caugh of guard because i didn't expect to hear this question so soon i am just sit in shock but i smile i can hide my emotions very good
"This is my private life and i would like not answer this question" i said and Jimmy saw it caugh me off guard so he nod
"Okay... you worked with lot of impresive acters over this few years tell me with one was most hard to work with " he ask he is right i worked with many talented acters
"Yes um so i can't say with one is the most hard to work but mostly with everyone is not even that hard but i was in stress and panic i remember when i first time met Cate Blanchett she is such gorgeous acter and kind women i am fan of her very long time and when i met her first for movie Ocean's 8 i was very nervous so i walk thru the hall waiting on my manager to come and i bump into someone i fall at floor and start to curse and i remember i said look where you going and when i look at the person it was Cate with very shocked face on and i start to apologize it was crazy day but today she is one of my close friends " i said and Jimmy laught he asked a few more questions and i said goodbye and walk to the dress room i change my dress and walk to my car Rogers texted me location where should i meet the cast of Marvel family i love the movies i watched almost every single one most of all i love Black widow as a super hero and women at that movie she is just simbol of power for me and i am very nervous to actually meet her and talk to her hope everything going to be fine i turn on the radio and one of my songs start to play the song is named it's ok i wrote it when we had first fight with Zayn he almost broke everything the house but he never hurt me and that why i loved him so much he is such soft person no matter what is he showing at public he is just a good man