Finding Love Again

Chapter Twenty-Six

Natasha's (P. O. V)

Its been a month and two weeks since I've seen Trey, I'd be lying if I said that I didn't miss him cus I did. I've been sending him pictures of my ultra sounds and keeping him posted on everything about the baby, being without him for this long is really taking a toll on me and to avoid myself from always thinking about him and his whereabouts I go to the gym and work out a little bit.

I just came from the gym and was on my way to the grocery store to pick up some fruits, when I got in the car my phone started ringing so I answered it.

"Hi hunny is everything alright?" My mom asked.

When I told my parents about me being pregnant they were excited, but I think my mom was the happiest since she was always talking about how much she wanted to be a grandmother before she died.

"Yes mommy everything's great." I said telling only half the truth.

My dad has been a little on edge about me and Trey's relationship..he says that he doesn't understand how he can just let his pregnant girlfriend leave his side for work in another state, but he'll be alright I'll just let it be. I refuse to tell them both what actually happened.

"What are you doing today?" She asked.

"Well I just came from the store from getting a couple of things, but for the rest of the day I don't have anything else planned. Why what's going on?"

"Oh nothing sweetie I was just checking up on you, have you spoken to Trey lately?"

I knew this was coming.

"Yes I have, but only through text..he's been really busy ya know?"

There was a pause in the phone for a minute.

"I'm not dumb Natasha, I know that something is going on between you two you don't have to tell me but I just thought I should let you know that I may not see it but I feel everything and I know you didn't only come back here for work...you need to stop running away and just listen to the man. You are going to be a mom soon and you need to let go of these childish acts of yours, I love you and I always will but you've got to make things right Nicole..you understand what I'm saying?"

"Yes ma'am."

"I gotta go start dinner, I'll talk to you later sweetie." She said then the phone disconnected.

The rest of my drive home I thought about what my mom said and it really got to me. I just wanted to get in my bed and cry myself to sleep, I really do need him right now..I just don't know what to say to him. When I got in the house I put everything away, got in the bed and sunk deep down under my covers. Trey was always here for me when I was sad and crying, but how can he be here right now when he's the reason for all of it? I let my guard down for him, I never did anything wrong for him to do this to me, I loved him for him not because of the money that he had. Fix it Jesus please.

         ~Three hours later~

After that well needed nap, I took a nice shower and put on some shorts and a tank top, hair up in a bun with my glasses and some long tube socks. I went to the fridge and took out the fruit that I got earlier and laid it all out on the living room table in the middle of the candles that I had lit. Kaelyn and Anthony was just here a couple weeks ago and they're coming back next week and I'm excited since I'm lonely all the time now.

I sat on the living room couch with a bottle of water and decided to call kae.

"Wassup baby momma!!!" She yelled excitedly into the phone.