Finding Love Again

Two

N A T A S H A

It was Brian...Brian Terry Stevenson, my ex boyfriend from about a year ago. I know that hate is a strong word but I hate him so much, I don't understand why he can't just leave me alone! Like why in the hell are you texting me!? That's why I'm not responding to his punk stupid ass.

i kno you got my message and don't want anything to do with me but I still care about you

Yea right you dirty dog.

that's pure BULLSHIT! Leave me alone Brian

Ugh! He responded again ! 😫

i still love you if you still care

I shook my head at the last txt and locked my phone. He is so full of it and he knows it. I broke up with Brian about a year ago because I walked in on him having sex with another girl. I really loved him and that's what he failed to realize, we'd been dating since before our freshman year in High School and he decided to cheat in our Senior year. Words couldn't express how crushed I was, all I could really think about at that point in time was my virginity that I'd given to him during my Jr. year. I regretted everything.

~FLASHBACK~

I was driving to his house on a rainy Friday night. Brian had not been answering any of my calls so I decided to just pop up so that I could be snuggled up with my baby while eating our favorite foods and watching movies all night. I walked up the walk way and his brother's Darrin and Coby were sitting on the porch with their friends smoking and drinking so that was my que to walk past them and walk through the door. As I got closer and closer to Brian's room I couldn't believe my ears. I began to hear a girls moans right along with his grunting, to confirm what I was hearing I busted through the door...he was fucking the girls brains out.

"You stupid bitch!" I cried out.

"Ohh shit!..Natasha I can explain." Brian yelled as he hopped up out of the girl.

Tears were now coming out of my eyes uncontrollably.

"So is this why you weren't answering my calls or text messages? Huh?..All because you were too busy fucking another bitch Brian! Really!."

"Look. I'm sorry ok." He said trying to grab me.

"DON'T fucking touch me you pig!" I moved away from him.

"I hope she was worth it."

I ran out of his house and he chased after me and tried to apologize by grabbing me and holding me until I broke out and began hitting and punching him while he was shirtless and it was pouring down raining. I slapped him hard one good time so that he could feel the pain that I was feeling at that time and darted back to my car and he watched me drive off....

~END OF FLASHBACK~

I sat on my bed and cried silently remembeing the day like it was just yesterday. I learned my lesson and that is why I can no longer trust ANY man besides my dad and brother to walk into my life, in my eyes they are all the same. I needed to blow off some steam so I decided to put on some running clothes and go for a good run around the block.....

K A E L Y N

I was laying on my bed slowly drifting into a deep sleep when I got a txt from Tasha saying that she was going for a run. I automatically began to grow worried because I know my Tash and Tash only goes for runs when something's bothering her, but I won't bother her about it right now.