Meadow Of Roses (Dazai x reader)

Can't

Y/N
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"Have you seen anyone with brown hair, tall, lean, bandages on his neck and arms around here before?"

"No I haven't, I'm sorry ma'am."

"I see.. thank you for your time." You say with a bow.

You have a day off and you spend it looking for Dazai...
You don't know what came over you but now you're getting desperate....
You miss his warmth.. you miss him.

"Where are you?" You say aloud, looking up at the cloudy sky.
You walk down the streets asking locals if they've seen anyone with Dazai's descriptions. You can't say Dazai's name due to his position at the Port Mafia. You don't want someone trying to arrest you for being apart of the Port Mafia... after all you're still a murder...

You continue asking people.
They shake their head...
You're hope is slowly fading away..

Even when you ask people you can already predict their answer.
Your legs are exhausted, you've been walking for hours. You're throat is dry...
I cant give up yet! Dazai may be just within reach! I cant...
You feel a bit of motivation. You continue going...

Another hour goes by...
No hope.. no Dazai...
I guess I should go home...
As you turn around, you realize you're in another part of the city unfamiliar to you..
What..? Where am I..?
You realize that since you already were exhausted an hour ago, your mind has been hazy.. you can't really remember how you got here..
Damnit..

You didn't realize rain was falling ether..
You're completely soak and now you're freezing...
You can't call anyone.. not even Chuuya..
You didn't tell anyone you would be here and if they knew you were looking for Dazai what would happen than..?

You in fear of that scenario... just stand there in the rain confused..
What can I do..?
You begin just trying to retrace your steps, you turn the corner on streets, walk through parks, but you don't recognize a thing... You slip on a random step and fall on your knees, they scraped and started bleeding.
Damnit..

You get up fast, you turn a corner on a street, you keep your head down from the rain. Since you couldn't see ahead and you were just rushing to get back... You didn't realize someone was ahead of you... you ran head first into them..
You fall to your knees, your knees scrape again..

"I- I- I'm sorry" you say embarrassedly, trying to get up, but losing your balance due to your knees now being in pain.
The person catches you.
"No I should be the one sorry! Are you alright ma'am?" A boy says.

You pull the hair out of your face.
It's a boy with white hair, a black strand as well.. he has a choppy messy hair cut, he's wearing a white blouse and black leather overalls.

"Oh yeah I'm fine..my apologies.." you say quietly catching your balance again.
"But you don't look well. I can't help but notice..." he says nervously scanning you head to toe.

You must look awful, you've already look unwell but now being in the rain with bloody kneecaps is not helping your case.

"I'm fine really! Thank you though." You say bowing, beginning to walk away..
You limp, you can barely walk now.
The boy takes your hand, you turn around.
"I'm sorry..?"

"Please let me help you, you're not well... at least let me take you to the cafe here." He insists, you look up and realize there's a cafe across the street.
The weather isn't going to clear up any time soon... You can barely walk. You won't make it back.

"Alright.." you say sighing in exhaustion.
He lights up,
"Great! Here can you walk?" The boy asks, lending his hand to you.
"Thank you, I'm fine." You say gratefully, smiling.
Someone offering such kindness.. you're touched..