Lay with me

4

I had to rewrite this chapter three times, so I hope you'll like it! 

Play this video when you see *, it'll help you imagine!

From Hannah's perspective

"How did you get my number?"

"Megan gave it to me! I hope it's ok"

Megan did what?? When did he even asked her? I have so many questions..

"I guess it's ok"

"You guess? What's that suppose to mean?" Nate texted me again

"It's kinda creepy, man"

"Oh I didn't think about it that way" Of course you didn't think. What's with him today? All this time he haven't even noticed me and today.. It's too weird.

"Why are you texting me?"

"I wanted to make sure you got into my secret place..

Oh right OUR secret place"

"Yes, thank you, it's really cool there!"

"I'm happy you liked it!"

I just ignored him after this. He isn't my friend so why should I pretend to be one? I said thank youand that's enough. Also, he has a girlfriend and I really don't want to have any problems with that her.

This day was weird. Usually my days are all the same, but this one was different. A lot of thoughts are in my head right now. I feel lost and scared. What does that whole Nate thing mean?

Maybe it's for the best if I just kept the distance between us. It's hard, but I can try.

He has something, that no one has. His eyes sparkle every time he looks me in the eyes. His smile is brighter than anyone I know. His perfume reminds me of a warm and manly hug. His voice is so deep and attractive at the same time. I'm afraid of those feelings that I feel.

I promised to myself to not let anyone near me ever again, but it's just so hard with him. He gives me these weird vibes every time I see him.

It's hard not to think about him and at the same time it's hard to think about him. Every single thought of him makes my eyes watery and my heart feels so heavy.

I have this bad feeling inside of me.. What am I doing..?

I didn't sleep at all. I had too many thoughts that gave me anxiety. All night I just started at my led lights and I think I didn't even blink.

The thought that I have math tomorrow doesn't help to sleep ether..

Finally, my alarm started ringing and I got out of my bed. It's hard to clearly see through my sleepy eyes.

I put on a pair of black skinny jeans and a maroon color sweatshirt. It is a little cropped, but it ends right with my jean's button. I put my hair in a ponytail and went out the door.

When I got into my car I pet my little duck as I always do. I didn't even notice how I got to school.

When I walked into the class there was only Megan here. I walked to my desk, which is right behind her and looked at her with a kind of angry look.

The second I sat on my chair, she turned to me.

"I guess you know that I gave your number to Nate"