Lay with me

9

Let's take a moment and wish Harry Styles a happy birthday!! 

I hope you'll like this chapter;) It's very short, but important!

Hannah..

"So, what you want to do now?"Nate asked me.

"I have no idea, is it late?"I asked, because I really don't want to come back home late.

"11pm" he said after he looked at his phone.

"I think I should go home to be honest"

"Yeah, I want to go too, I'll take you"

"Ok, thanks"

"Of course, but first I want to say to Mark that we're leaving"

We stood in front of that small room door. I reached the handle and.. I saw how Maya and Mark you know..

It was so disgusting to see them like that, at least lock the door.

I closed door and stood there for a moment. Nate started laughing so I did too.

"Did I see that correctly?" I asked.

"I'm afraid yes" he was still laughing. "Come on, I'll take you home".

He looks so good while driving. The city lights perfectly lay on his skin, his hair is messy, but like perfect messy. He holds car wheel with one hand, while his other hand is on his leg.

"Wait, can you even drive?"I remembered he took a lot of stuff today.

"Don't worry, it's not the first time" he looked at me and smiled. I could see his dimples really clearly now.

He turns to look through the window and his jaw looks even more sharper now.

"How are you feeling right now? Well Maya is your ex.." I asked him really carefully.

"I'm ok, she can do whatever she wants"

"But what about Mark?" I'm really going in today aren't I "He is your best friend"

"It's Mark, I'm not bothered at all. I know he didn't want to hurt me, he just searches for every chance to lay a girl, believe me" he showed me a little smile.

"Do you see something through those glasses?" I chuckled. I saw that he wasn't comfortable talking about it.

He started laughing. It's good that I made him laugh, but something was wrong with his laugh. It sounded like he was hurting inside and it made me worried.

"Is everything ok?"

"You know, you ask a lot of questions today, what happened?"he chuckled.

"Yeah, I know, I'm sorry"

I lost him to his minds again. He looked so lost and confused. I could only imagine what he is going through now.

I tried to think more into it, but I couldn't think of anything. Maybe that's a sign that I should just let it go.

I saw how we went through my house. I got a bit scared.

"Hey, you missed my house!"I said that in a lauder voice "Where are you going?"

"We aren't going home. Not just yet" he looked at me with serious face. "I want to show you something"

"Don't say you have another secret place"

"Something like that" he smiled.

We drove about 15min and I got worried.

"How long we will drive?"

"Not long, we're almost there"

Finally, car stopped. I looked around and everything I saw were trees.

"Where are we?"

He was quiet and didn't say a word, just took my hand and tilted his head to my door, so that meant to open them.

I opened and he let go of my hand. I got out of that car and saw how he did the same thing.

"Come" he said quietly.

I followed him into woods. It was so dark, I couldn't see anything. It's probably not the best idea to go into woods at nigh, Nate.

"We're here" he looked at me with a smile.

"We're in the center of some kind of forest at night, what do you mean?"

He said nothing, just looked up. I did the same thing.

Through all these trees you could see night sky perfectly. I've never seen stars so clearly, the view was amazing.

He fell on his knees and lay down.

"Lay with me"-he said while looking in the night sky.

I did what he said. I felt like I was dreaming. We lay here, on grass. My head was right next to his and our shoulders touched.

"This looks amazing" I sighted.

"I know, right"

"How did you find this place?" I asked, because it wasn't a casual spot to hang out.

"Once, about a year ago, I really needed to run away from home. I ran as long as I could. I thought I need to keep my head up whatever it takesand when I did that, I saw stars. This place showed me that no matter what, you always need to believe in yourself and you'll go through anything if you'll be strong" he talked really slowly, it showed that this story means a lot to him. "Can I play some music? I hate silence, it makes me think" he turned his head to me.

"Of course" I didn't want to talk a lot, this place was so beautiful, I just wanted to absorb everything I saw.

He took out his phone and played Fine Line by Harry Styles.

Play this, so you could imagine better:)

 He amazes me every second.

His hair dances in the warm wind, night sky lights, lay on his side profile. He looks so calm and relaxed.

I think I was dreaming, because it was just too perfect to be for real. One second I was this girl who had more problems than friends and the other, I was laying with school's most attractive guy, that I really like.

I don't have any sexual attraction, I just feel really safe with him and he gives me vibes, that no one gives.

Even if it's the last day I'm that close to Nate, I would be forever thankful for what he gave to me so far.

He gives everything what's best from his side and I do the same thing. 

"Oh, he listens to Harry Styles" I chuckled.

"Yeah, I just think this song fits perfectly now" he sighted.

It really did fit. I felt like my soul left my body for a second and flew around us.

This moment will be with me forever. It was amazing and unrealistic. It was something more than just looking at stars. It meant a lot more.

We lay there without a word, but this moment doesn't need to be interrupted with some boring words. It was perfect the way it was.

Well that was some romantic stuff.. Share your thoughts!