Lay with me

12

I hope you'll like this chapter.. Enjoy;)

Hannah..

It's time. I heard a car outside and knew that it was Nate.

I had no idea where we're going, so I dressed up as I always do. I'm wearing black skinny jeans with a little rip on one knee and a big dark green hoodie. My hair is in a messy bun with a black schrunchie.

"Who is that boy outside, darling?" My mom asked me while looking through window.

"Just a friend, don't worry" I winked.

"He is cute!" She added.

I just chuckled and went through those doors. I was quiet worried, because I had no idea where are we going.

I finally stood next to his car and saw how big was his smile.

I opened the door and sat down.

He is wearing blue jeans and white sweater, I'm happy he isn't dressed up, because I would feel bad about myself then.

"Hey" I said to him while smiling.

"Hi" he said that a bit nervously I wonder why.

"Where are we going?" I asked.

"To our secret place" he said quietly and turned his head to window, so he could start driving.

I missed that place, I'm happy we're going there.

All the time we didn't say a word. He looked really nervous now and his hands were sweating. I hope everything is ok though.

Finally, we're here, this ride was really cringe not going to lie.

When we got out of the car, he walked right to car's boot and opened it. He took out a blanket and a basket, I'm guessing it was full of food.

He is going to make a pic nick! It's too cute.

"Where are you going to put all of this, we're in the parking lot." I chuckled.

"First time we talked normally was on your car's bonnet, well maybe mine will work too" he smiled.

He put the blanket on bonnet, it looked pretty funny to be honest.

"Sit" he pointed his hand to the blanket.

"Thank you for letting me" I smiled.

He took out a bottle of champagne of that basket while he was still standing.

"You're driving, don't forget that" I looked at it confused.

"It's without alcohol, relax" he chuckled.

"Oh, ok then" I took the bottle from his hands, so he could sit.

"I don't have any glasses, I forgot to take them"

"Well then we'll have to drink without them"

"Yeah, I guess" he said and took some kind of box with food in it.

He put the box next to me and finally sat down.

"Give it to me" he took the champagne from my hands and opened it. "Ladies first" he winked.

I took a sip from it, it tasted really good.

"So why we're here?" I asked while giving the bottle to him.

"What do you mean? I just took my friend to our secret place. Do I have to have a reason to do that?" he spoke kind of nervously, so I think he really has something on his mind.

"What's the reason, Nate?" I asked playfully.

"There is no reason" he talked more quiet now

"Come on, tell me what happened. I'm your friend I should know everything"

"You got me, there is a reason" he looked straight at my eyes.

"I'm listening" I smiled.

"Look, what am I going to say no one knows and I want you to keep it as a secret"

"Ok"

"I'm serious, H, it's important for you to keep it only between us"

"Ok, I promise" I'm starting to be really nervous too now.

He took my hand and sighted "I don't know why, but I really trust you"

"I trust you too, Nate" I added.

"Don't talk until I'm finished" he looked really serious.

"I've never trusted someone as much as I trust you. I know, we're friends not for so long, but I feel like you're my person, you know."

He took a pause before speaking more, but I stayed quiet, because he said to do so.

"You know I had a relationship with Maya, yes?"

I have no idea if I should talk, so I just nodded.

"She was my first real girlfriend and we dated for a long time" he furrowed his brows "I think we dated for two or more years"

He let go of my hand and looked in front of us, so he just started at that beautiful view.

"I kissed her only around our friends or just in public, I'm still a virgin, might I add"

"Why are you telling me this?" I couldn't hold it anymore.

"Just listen, it's hard for me to talk"

Why he was saying stuff like that to me? I'm really confused. And he is still a virgin? All girls in school are throwing themselves on him, how can this be true? I'm lost.

"I thought" he started talking again "If I had a girlfriend, maybe it would change what I really want"

What is he talking about, I don't understand why is he saying those things at all.

"Remember, when I said that I didn't break up with her because of you?"

I nodded and smiled a bit, because I had no idea how I should react to this question.

"It was true, I had my reason. All my life, I tried to hide it, but I understood that I can't be with another girl, I just can't anymore. I want you to offer something"

I looked at him with really big eyes and just stared.

"I need a girlfriend, so no one would understand that I'm different. Would you like to be my fake girlfriend, H?"

"What the fuck do you mean with fake?" I got a bit angry I don't even know why.

"My dad is a major of this town, I'm a popular boy at school with really popular kids, I can't be who I'm, please help me"

"I don't un-nderstand" I stuttered.

He took my hand and looked at my eyes. "Promise me, you won't say anything to anyone"

"But I-"

"Promise me"

"I promise, you can trust me"

He sighted and opened his mouth very slowly. I felt how his hands started shaking and his eyes got a bit watery.

"I'm gay, H"

I think no one expected that hehe;)