Lay with me

8

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From Maya's perspective..

I really don't want to go to this party. It's just another thing that everyone goes so they get laid.

"So, maybe we can go to your house today to change?" Olivia asked me.

Oh no, I never know what to say when she asks this. How can I answer to this, so she wouldn't question it.

I will never bring her to my house, I can't let her see how I live. I've kept this as a secret for a long time now, I can't let her find out.

The only person that knows the truth is Mark, because he is my dealer. He knows I can't pay with money for my drugs.

I live alone with my mom. My dad left my mom before I was born, I have no idea who he is or how he looks.

My mom has depression and because of that she doesn't work. She just lays in her bed all day. We get money from government, that gives her allowance because of me.

We live in this one floor house. Roof has small holes in it, but we just put buckets if it rains, so it doesn't bother me.

From the front you can see only two windows, but one of them has planking on it, because someone throw at it rock a long time ago and we can't afford a new one for now.

I don't have my room, I sleep with my mom. There are only kitchen, bathroom and our room.

I can't complain, I sometimes wonder how we afford it.

I don't have a lot of clothes, but I can style them that way almost I never get caught by Olivia.

She thinks I'm this rich girl, who has a really private life, but little does she know about me..

"It would be better if we'd go to your house" I said

"Why so?" she looked kind of confused

"My dad won't buy me a car, he says I need to wait for my birthday" I thought this was a good idea to say so.

"I know right, our dads are really similar"

Yeah, hello, I got this idea because of your dad.

"Or maybe just meet me there, I have something to do after school" I offered.

"Of course!"

"Do you think Nate will be there?" I'm really nervous to see him after we broke up.

I know we fought a lot, but I think that's normal. I loved him so much and always reminded him that, but he never said it back. He never wanted to sleep with my ether. He barely even touched me when we dated. Only kisses he gave me where around his friends. I think that's weird, but I could do anything just to be with him. He was and still is my world.

"Yeah, I already talked to him about that" she answered "And I have some bad news too"

"What news?" I furrowed my brows.

"He is taking Hannah with him"

Oh please no! I have nothing before this girl, but Olivia hates her, so I do to. I really don't want to see him with other girl today.

"Well I think we have to be nice to her then" I said and chuckled.

"Yeah, I guess" we started laughing, "See you at a party!"