Dormmate ♡ | Kenjirō S. ✓

Chapter 12- Letting You Go 'Cause I Already Know

While scrolling through the Internet about your disease, thousands of thoughts were already filling up your mind.

'I'm going to die...'

'me? I'm dying?'

'it's funny that I'll know the cause of my death and I'll get to say goodbye first, preparing for my death... Wow, is this really the end? The money for surgery... Which I can't obviously afford...'

'didn't I promise that I won't be a burden anymore?!'

'sooner or later, I'll meet mom and dad...'

'I want to see you but mom, dad, don't you think that it's too early for us to reunite?'

Oikawa came into your room without permission, and because of that, he walked towards you as he saw your tears, the bloody petals, some little flower also covered with blood.

You flinched as you felt his presence from behind, you turned around while trembling, tears coming out from your beautiful eyes, your tears were making your vision blurry, a little amount of blood coming out from the side of your mouth, your messy hair.

"Tooru-nii..." you said in between your sobs.

Oikawa hearing you call him by his given name, it gave him chills that he thought he might not hear it coming from your mouth anymore.

"I-I have a Hanahaki Disease..." you confessed.

Oikawa heard of that before, but he forgot.

Iwaizumi entered your room while panting, the sight he saw earlier wasn't there anymore, your smile before he left wasn't there anymore, it was replaced with your bloody, messy, trembling look.

"what's the meaning of these petals?" Iwaizumi said.

"Iwaizumi, she has Hanahaki Disease, we need to get her to the hospital... The plants' roots must be removed as soon as possible, or else... Or else, it'll be too late." Oikawa said.

Iwaizumi didn't hesitate, he quickly called for an ambulance, even though he couldn't understand the disease, when he heard that you need to go to the hospital, it will automatically worry him.

"Wait Tooru-nii, Haji-nii, I don't want to go to the hospital..." you said as they looked at you with a questionable look.

"I... I'm still going to die, so it's useless..." you mumbled as you looked down.

Oikawa went out to call Semi and inform him.

At Shiratorizawa, by the time Oikawa called Semi, Semi immediately ran out of his dorm to go to Shirabu's dorm.

But Shirabu wasn't in there, even Akahana.

Tendou and the others helped Semi to calm down, if he won't stoo panicking, the situation will get worse.

Shirabu and Akahana were out, they went outside of the school, they were in the nearest bakery, Akahana was the one who brought him there.

"Hana, what do you want to talk about?" Shirabu asked.

"Jiro... I'm not supposed to go back... But I did because I want to say goodbye..." she said as a tear dropped out of her eyes.

"G-goodbye? What do you mean?"

"Jiro I'll make this quick..." She said while holding Shirabu's hand

"Let's break up"

Shirabu's eyes widened, he kept asking himself if what was the reason why she was breaking up with him, did he do something wrong?

"Hana... Why? What's wrong?" he asked her.

"I already know, Jiro... I already know"

"W-what?"

"I already know that your feelings for me weren't there anymore..." Shirabu questioned her again.

"I know that I don't have any idea about what's happening while I was in Australia, but Shirabu, I have to let you go, for you to be happy, especially her, the girl you truly like now"

"I no longer see the sparkles in your eyes when I'm with you..."

"Besides, I'm going back again to Australia, my mom and dad arranged a marriage for me, I'm sorry"

"Why do you have to leave me? She's nothing to me and you can just tell your parents that you love me?" Shirabu mumbled.

"She's not nothing to you Shirabu, it's been half a year, it's impossible that you didn't fall in love with her, I'm tling you Shirabu..." she stopped for a moment.

"I'm letting you go because we don't love each other anymore, be honest with your feelings Shirabu, listen to your heart, don't deny it, you're hurting her feelings... I know she likes you, when you told me about her, I already know, remember when I told you that I already fell in love with you since the first time we met? I'm sure L/n-san also felt the same."

"letting you go doesn't hurt me if you'll be happy, what hurts me is if I let go and the girl you truly love is hurt, In our first meet, she was speechless when I told her that I'm looking for you"

Shirabu became speechless too, and at that moment, he started questioning himself about his feelings for you.

But their conversation was cut off when Semi called Shirabu.

Semi: fck Shirabu! Where the heck are you?!

Shirabu: Senpai, what's going on?

Semi: L/N! SHE HAS A HANAHAKI DISEASE!

Semi doesn't have any idea on what was that disease, did you really fall in love that hard? Semi thought that you must really love him without showing him.

Shirabu: Hanahaki?

Shirabu couldn't hear Semi properly, but when the word Hanahaki came out of his mouth, he dropped his phone.

His eyes widened, your disease was enough proof that you really really love him.

Akahana asked him if what was wrong, when he told her, Akahana wanted to slap him to let him know that he must go and confess immediately in order to cure you.

some people just knew about Hanahaki Disease, those who really are interested in studying diseases were the only one who knew, and Shirabu was one of those people who were interested in studying that kind of things.

"SHIRABU WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU STILL DOING IN HERE! I WANT YOU TO CONFESS YOUR TRUE FEELINGS TO HER! FOLLOW ME YOU CHEATER!" Akahana shouted.

Shirabu smiled at Akahana as he quickly went out of the bakery, calling Semi back, asking if where were you.

But before Shirabu went out, he kissed Akahana for the last time and thank her.

Shirabu's last thing to do is to find you and confess, the question is, will you make it? Will he make it on time?

To be continued...