Cupid's Plan

Chapter Three- Six months Later.

~~Carson's point of view~~

This has been an incredible but painful journey. I fully understand what Liberty meant by the only pain your feel is in your heart. My heart has hurt every day since walking through the doors of this home.

I love Liberty. I love what we have; Something is missing. I don't want to doubt Cue, but I don't think he paired us exactly correct. I do not doubt that I should be mated to Liberty. There is a piece missing, though.

I know she feels it as well. She just won't voice it because she thinks it will hurt me. I wouldn't be offended. I just need to know what she is feeling too. We can't go back and change things. We did what most people who are mated here do. We married the day I got here. It's odd if you don't.

The bond that she and both have with CJ is outstanding. He calls Liberty mom, and he calls Cue Uncle cue. Cue told us not to correct him. He said that his heart is what leads him. He calls people whatever he calls them because that is what his heart. It helps that my parents and Taryn's are thrilled I married her.

I don't understand why children have the pleasure of leading with their hearts, but the adults don't. I would have still married Liberty. I want to be able to fill the void that both of us feel. Most days, I can move past it. Today it seems to be weighing on me more than usual.

Liberty walks in the room, and my dick goes hard instantly. My dick and brain are two very different things.

Carson: "Hey, Baby."

Liberty: "Hello."

She looks at me and smiles. I know that smile, I immediately drop my pants. She was taking her panties off as she walked toward me. We don't care that we are in the living room. No one is here but us. Cue is off somewhere, and CJ is spending the day with Taryn's parents.

Liberty comes over and straddles me. She uses her hand to guide me into her; I let her control it. She knows what she needs. I always make sure she is good before me. She lowers herself down and moves her hips. She brings her mouth to mine as she balances her hands on the back of the couch and then bounces her ass. As she bounces her ass, I make sure my thrusts match.

Liberty: "I'm going to cum."

Carson: "I'm ready too."

She released first, then I do. I stay in her until I'm done. She makes no attempts to move. She brings her mouth back down on mine, and we make out like teenagers. I love my wife. I love what we have; I don't know what is missing.

Cue: "Holy hell. That was better than any kind of porn out there."

Liberty freezes.

She then moves off of me quickly. Her dress falls to cover her, but she leaves me there with all my junk out. She takes off up the stairs; I quickly fix myself.

Carson: "I better go check on her."

Cue: "Probably a good idea."

I swear I see the pain in his eyes. I stand to go to the steps.

I find her in our room, sitting on the bed crying. 

~~Liberty's point of view~~

I couldn't handle seeing Cue. I was stupid for thinking he wouldn't come home. I love my husband. I love what we have. I didn't need to rub it in Cue's face like that. I really didn't need him to make a comment. Hearing his voice was excruciating. I froze at his voice. When it sunk in, I bolted.