Sad Poems

~Toxic~

                             I removed the knife from my back,

                                                       being unable to think without having a flashback.

                                        I removed you from my life,

                                                                  even though you said you wanted to make me your wife.

                           I removed your words from my head,

                                                                       now I'm forced to lay alone in bed.

I removed your pain that you inflicted on me,

                                                              I'm not sorry that I couldn't be who you wanted me to be.

                                                   I removed the bruises from my skin,

                                                                                    God knows that you always had to win.

I removed the "I love you"'s from my memory,

                                             I have to ignore your pleading and your beggary.

                            I knew that you would try to get me back, you're determinant.

But without a doubt, this break-up is forever permanent.

~A.T