Sad Poems

~The reality~

I fall through the sky rapidly, the wind ruffling all of my clothes.

The weightlessness in my stomach making it seem as if time had froze.

I laugh to myself and smile as my body floats freely through the empty space.

Not having a single worry about hitting the ground, not trying to close my eyes and brace.

Because I felt nothing but pure bliss, a sense of weight lifting, never seeming to end.

I'm finally free as I keep falling, as I descend.

Then a massive amount of fear, hate, or sadness seems to arise.

Not able to see anything now, only the color black filling my eyes.

And as I come to I feel a sting in my head.

Then I sink deeper into my mattress as I listen to the yelling outside my door, wishing I was back

 in the air instead.

~A.T