till death do us part - a sdr2 rewrite and soudam story

chapter 9

this is a good chapter i promise. also it mentions someone walking in on them fucking so yk (there is no description it literally just says 'walked in on us fucking') also there's like a few sexual jokes bc kaz is being a horny bastard so yk. there's some spice this chapter and in the spice part there are mentions of scars so that's that. thanks :D

gundhams pov:
my paramour has recently been very stressed and upset due to the 'trauma trip' i have comforted him every time and assured him i would not leave him for it, as i know that is one of the many worries about this whole situation. after seeing how it has left kaz and some of the other students usami has said she will not force participation in another one of these. the next one will be a positive one about our relationships with the people here. our one will be our love life before we came here as i know it definetly exists, even when we felt nothing but despair we still were deeply in love with eachother. today is the day we do our 'relationship road trip' as usami calls it. kazuichi's state is a lot better today than what it has been. we walk into the room, usami begins the flashbacks and leaves. why did she leave? my mind begins to wander but i quickly snap back to reality.

kazuichi's pov:
the memories start rolling i reach my hand to grab gundhams and he looks at me and smiles. i look back to the memories and it's one of us fighting over sonia, wait sonia? i didn't even realise that i used to like her. then a memory rolls on of me explaining how i pretended to like sonia for my dad then it was the moment me and gundham got together. gundham had a light smile and it was super comforting. then there was tons of memories of pda and it honestly made me feel so happy knowing all this happened to me. then a memory of fuyuhiko and hajime walking in on us fucking played, let's just say we were both literal tomatoes and we prayed they didn't see that memory. it also showed a memory of me living with gundham and his mother, i'm guessing i finally got away from my dads house. there were many memories of us cuddling and i mean A LOT. we got voted prom kings but i wore a tiara because they didn't have two crowns and gundham would rather be dead than be seen in one by other people. then the memories of us with other people rolled. we were genuinely good friends with everyone and it was super happy. then the memories stopped and we left the room. i immediately clung onto gundham and gave him a hug he hugged back and asked if we should go back to our cottage and i agreed. he carried me bridal style while i giggled like a child in his arms. god damn i love this man.

when we arrived back at our place i smirked and said to him "when you said you were a top you weren't kidding hey?" he blushed like mad. "hey i was only joking please don't get so embarrassed. i kinda liked that relationship road trip, all the memories of us were so cute! and i love the fact that i lived in your house! i finally got away from my dad! man i wish i would've taken pictures now.."
"my paramour i must agree. those memories brought my mind pleasure knowing all the things we did together."
"what kind of pleasure..."
"KAZUICHI please sease these jokes or i will have to start insulting you."
"wow how did you know i had a degrading kink!?"
"shut the fuck up you horny bastard."
"wow gundy swearing that's a new one."
"well if it's ok with you can i talk 'normal' when it's just the two of us?"
"yeah that's fine by me and what do you mean by just the two of us?~" (a/n kaz is the type that will get 'stop being horny on main' comments on their social media) they then proceed to hit me across the back of the head with his hand.
"that's what you get. now please stop with your horny ass jokes."
"why is it making you feel a special way~" he then proceeds to hit me again. "ok ok i will stop for a while. would you want to cuddle me on the sofa?"
"of course but i call big spoon." we both then headed on the couch and cuddled for a few minutes, being content with the presence of the other. when i spoke up.
"hey do you think it would be a good idea if we recreated those memories we saw today and took pictures!"
"that is a splendid idea mon amor when shall we begin."
"let's go now!"
"but it's dark out?"
"we can recreate the ones we saw that were at night time! let's go!" then we headed to the rocketpunch market and then to the beach to recreate a memory we saw of a nighttime picnic. we were both drinking monster and giving eachother small matching stick and pokes, when all of a sudden gundhams face went red.
"hey why are you so flustered all of a sudden baby?"
"remember that one memory of hajime and fuyuhiko walking in on us... you know." i felt my face heat up a little.
"yeah what about it?"
"must we recreate that memory too?"
"only if you're ready for it of course. i know how easily you get flustered gundham so when you're ready for it i will see if i am." i say with a light smile to show i'm being genuine i pause for a moment and then they respond.
"thank you my paramour, we have only officially been together 5 weeks and even though every cell in my body is adamant that one day we will be happily married, raising a family of our own and we will eventually grow old together until these mortal forms perish. i would still like to embrace every moment we have together." i actually started to quietly cry. "i apologise if i have said the wrong thing my paramour, if you do not wish for a family i will not force that upon y-"
"no silly! *sniffle* nobody has ever actually give a shit about me and it makes me feel so happy that you think of me like that." we then have a moment of looking into eachothers eyes, the mood was deep. full of passion and love for the other.

⚠️ spice start ⚠️

he then kisses me and i immediately sink into the kiss and move closer to him. at this point i am sitting on his lap cupping my hands on his face and his arms are around my waist. we both pull apart for air, a single string of saliva connecting us. as soon as we could our lips connect again. he brushes his tongue along my bottom lip to ask for consent and i give it to him. our tongues battle for dominance. me obviously losing. he tugs the bottom of my shirt and i put my hand on his to basically tell him i'm ok with it. he then breaks the kiss and takes my shirt off and stares for a moment. "my love, you are truly beautiful." i then look down at myself and see scars. they littered my body and made me slightly self conscious. i then look up at gundham to see he is taking his shirt off. i also see scars on his body and let me tell you. if i was straight before this moment i would not be anymore. this is one fine man right here. (ok so when im rereading this to do some spell checks and stuff like over a month later im realising how similar me and my partner are to this story, not the spicy bits tho) my face heats up and i manage to spit out some sort of compliment because wow this man is like. super hot. we then continue to make out and he lays me on the sandy floor. obviously he's in control here so i don't mind. i then try to switch positions just because i think it would be funny and he immediately stops me. "ah my paramour that was not very good of you was it?" oh my fucking god this man could literally recite the dictionary and make it seductive. he then doesn't continue to kiss me like i thought he would. i then attempt to sit up and he pins me to the floor. "this is your punishment. if you want me to kiss you, beg for it." he was really being so fucking mean, if i wasn't a needy bastard i would've refused but before i could even stop myself i babbled out something like "p-please i beg you gundham. please let me kiss you." he let a satisfied smirk creep onto his face and leaned down and kissed me again. i moaned into the kiss slightly. it felt so nice to have this with him, nobody had ever made me feel this happy before. if this is what making out with him is like getting fucked by him is going to be so good. (he's a horny bastard of course he would think this) he then broke the kiss and picked me up bridal style and took me home. a satisfied grin remained on my face for the whole duration.

⚠️spice over⚠️

welp another long chapter for you broskis :) 

update a month later: im doing grammar checks and oh my fucking god what is up with me