so i just rewrote sdr2 because me and another writer had a big fat rant about how kazuichi couldve been so much more than what he was made out to be. in this story there will be tws for anything triggering and i'm changing who got killed and when up...
150 reads? what? why do people want to read literal shit? anyway tysm for 150 reads and all the support :) anyway on with the story and let me know if you wanted the party but komahina pov. also this is a big fat chapter and tw for a lot of stuff so if you get triggered don't read please :) and also a tiny bit of heat :) enjoy broskis, broskettes and other bros :)
kazuichi's pov: i woke up and i was back in my cottage with gundham. how the fuck did i get here? all the memories from last night came flooding back. we went to our party and played a few games. and seven minutes in heaven. my face grew red at the thought of what happened then i tried to remember further but couldn't. i remember up to drinking tons of punch then that's it. man my head hurts so bad. "my love, how are you feeling?" shit i woke gundham up. "my head hurts so fucking bad babe. if you don't mind what the fuck happened last night." "well in simple terms, we went to the party the loud mortal arranged to congratulate us on our relationship. we played a few party games, made out in the closet, then the punch was spiked by hiyoko and you had fallen victim to it and ended up drunk. you heavily flirted with me in your drunken state. mahiru offered you water and you refused to drink it. i then carried you here and you demanded we cuddled and we both fell asleep." "that bitch" i muttered under my breath. "your flirting skills are truly horrendous my dark prince." "h-hey! i was drunk so of course it was fucking sloppy. i'm great at picking up people, i have a boyfriend don't i?" "i regret to inform you my love but you did not flirt to win me over. i was attracted to you in our years of high school and i kept those feelings to now." "fine tanaka why don't you try to fucking flirt mr edge lord."
ok so sorry but minor spice warning here to so yk :)
i rolled my eyes when all of a sudden i was pinned down to the bed his face close to mine. "have i ever told you just how beautiful you are sir kazuichi souda?" my face was as red as mahiru's hair. his hot breath on my neck made my spine shiver. "i dare you to try and call me 'me edge lord' when i'm in control." i couldn't speak i was just in shock and a blushing mess. "oh can't speak? what a shame i guess i will just have to make you." and with that they kissed me. he then started kissing my neck and giving me hickeys. i let out a small noise. "oh now you finally speak?" and with that he got up and sat next to me. leaving me a confused mess.
minor spice over
"hey gundy now i have to try to cover these up!" "don't you dare." their piercing stare that screamed 'listen to me or i will rip out your nerves' pierced into my soul. "why?" "because i want everyone to know your mine" i was blushing again. "o-oh o-o-ok." their smile returned. "now then my love let us get ready to go to breakfast with the others." we then both got changed and walked over to the cafeteria.
~time skip to breakfast~ usami came and was asking us about how the party was last night. we decided not to bring up what happened in the closet or what happened with me getting drunk. it just saves me embarrassment. sonia came up to us, me gundham and sonia have recently became super close we were talking when she said with a smirk "hey kaz who gave you those." i blushed. "who the fuck do you think dipshit?" "fuyuhiko." she shouted "we won!" "princess what exactly do you mean?" i was also confused as to what she meant. "me, hajime, ibuki and fuyuhiko placed bets on who the bottom was." "dude that's seriously messed up. and how do you know IM the bottom?" "have u seen those hickeys on your neck?" i blushed for the 11037th time today. "but we haven't even fucked yet so how do u know?" "my paramour i regret to inform you that when we do perform said acts of intimacy, I will be the top." the way he said it made my spine shiver. that is one fine specimen of a man right there, he already knows how fucking dirty minded i am and normally gets flustered whenever i bust out a dirty joke when it's just the two of us. i guess in front of other people he gets his confidence back, along with his edge lord persona (not that i mind). at this point fuyuhiko, ibuki, and hajime were standing with me, gundham and sonia. hajime and ibuki started begrudgingly giving sonia and fuyuhiko monocoins. "damn ibuki was super sure they would win." "and you were such a stupid fucking bitch thinking kaz would top." fuyuhiko added. hajime just looked mad to have to had given his monocoins away. fuyuhiko continued "we also have to do a 'trauma trip' today." i had no idea what that meant but my mind was going to the worst case scenario. "angry mortal, what is this 'trauma trip' you have mentioned." "we have to take one person and if we have any trauma we get a joint flashback and relive it. it is part of completing this program." sonia added (at this point everyone is aware of what's going on) "i claim gundham!" i shout to try and calm myself down. "no my love, i claim you." see what i meant before. one fine man right here. usami then announced it was time for the trauma trip.
~time skip to when they're doing it~
also big fat trigger warning ahead there's a lot of stuff there so if you get triggered don't read :)
it's just me, gundham and usami in the room. i am physically shaking from nerves. "because poor souda here has more trauma we will be revistiting his." shit. the room slowly began to change. the first memory we revisited was when my dad first beat the shit out of me. the day my mother left. she ran away and left me behind. i just stared at smaller me getting beat. honestly was trying not to cry right there and then. gundham just looked shocked, like he had never seen this happen before. then hundreds of memories of my dad abusing me passed by, abuse in all forms, mentally, verbally, physically, sexually, the whole pack. a few tears ran down gundhams face as he just stared in shock. i moved my head down in shame. then the memory of me cutting myself for the first time played. gundham wrapped his arm around me. carefully trying his best not to pull me away from it all. if he turned me so i couldn't see it usami would punish us and be super mad. then it was middle school when i had a crush on my only friend, he only pretended to like me so he could get free answers. then it showed when i changed myself, i dyed my hair, got my contacts ect. then it showed a version of me i had never seen before. hair wild, eyes wide, this is him. this must be my despair form. it showed me murdering my dad, taking him apart and replacing him with machines. then burning him alive. at this point we were both crying. it was showing executions i made. and one of the outfits was completely different to what i was wearing everyother time. the flash of memories stopped on this particular one. (this is what he was wearing below also drew by me so credits to me, the artist) it showed me and gundham dancing together both completely madly in love. but a lot of emphasis on the mad. we were fucking insane. then the memories finally stopped. i was a mess. i was pulling at my hair and on the floor rocking back and forth. gundham came down to my level and started to hug me and give me soft words of comfort and i eventually calmed down. we walked back to our cottage not saying a word. it was a comforting silence. when we got in we immediately got in bed and cuddled as i sobbed into his chest and a few tears escaped his eyes.
i'm so sorry that this was so sad but yk and this is the longest chapter so far! isn't that great? anyways i'm out bye :)
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