Time changes and maybe also the feelings of the boys.
Jin and Taehyung were always close like Brothers but both notice that something has changed.
Who will be the first to stand up for his Feelings?
Is everything always as simple as it should be?
W...
Peace, that's the feeling that I am in right now. After so long I am finally at peace again.
I know that Tae Tae is by my side and I am so grateful to have someone like him.
It's us two against the world for now because she is still out there but we will be okay. As long as I have him, I will be ok, we will be ok.
"Hyung, do you remember how we use to be?" was the sudden question from Taehyung. We were laying on my bad enjoying the time together, the morning sunlight was shining and both of us hasn't spoken for a while.
I chuckled at the thought of that. Way back then, when we were still trainees, we were such dorks. Always on each other side but at the other side always bickering over the little things in live.
I remember such beautiful moment with all of them and as time passed by, I realized that my feelings for Tae had changed too.
In the last month things happened that I am not proud of and it was kind of an adventure for me. I finally found myself and I found the person who I don't have to pretend that I am somebody when I am not. I finally accepted the fact that I am gay and verry in love with my band mate.
Even if we didn't tell the others yet we don't want to hide it from them. But the thing is even if we trust in our friends nobody else can know it because she is still there and, in our society, there were no place for all the love in the world and If we would stand up for our love our life wouldn't be the same again. That's something that scares me.
After our fight and after we finally made up some time has passed. It was currently the end of our summer break and the good times, where all we have to do was practice, was finally over. In no time we were back again on stage for our Love yourself tour through the world.
We are currently in Berlin Germany and it's the last half of our concert today, after that concert we will move on to the next city in the EU. I was so hyped up the entire concert. I don't know, I felt the happiness in me. I was on stage doing what I truly loved, and Tae my Love remained with me. The whole concert we exchange glances at each other and to be honest I can't wait till this concert ends.
Not that I don't like it, I for a fact just stated that I love this stage today. But I could what to be alone with Taehyung because I was literally so turned on right now. I was looking at my secret lover as we performed Pied Piper and Oh my good, I feel like a little schoolgirl with his first crush. My mind goes wild with the thought of us together at the hotel because fate was with us and we shared a room.
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In the past we never go further than kisses and making out it's not that easy if you try to be inconspicuous. The 5 others in our dorm also didn't help at all and we hadn't really much time for our self. When Suga was off in his studio, Tae would sneak up into my room and we would cuddle etc. but we never go that far because I or better we want that to be a moment for our own without the fear that someone would burst into my room or you know hear us.
The last song was over, and we were about to end the concert. I intertwined my finger with his and he smiled at me. Again, my heart was racing like crazy and the worst was that after I turned a little red, he winked at me and smirked right after. Does this man want to kill me?
The fireworks get of and our platform go down. We waved one last time at our beloved Army and over was the next concert of our tour.
We were on our way to the garderobe a little behind the others as Tae all of a sudden pulled me into the next empty room. Not again, it must be his mesh I thought to myself and smirk.
He pressed me against the wall and starts to kiss me on the lips. I was a little taking aback but wow, that was so hot. I kissed back and the kiss hold so much love and you know lust.
"I can't wait till later" Tea was whispering into my ear. I could feel his hot breath against my sensitive skin and shivered a bit.
He kissed me on the lips one more time and exited the room.
That Ass!
"Come on why do you need so long?" he singsong as he skipped his way into the room where the other are.
Arg! Now I am even more horny, and I have to wait till we are at the hotel. How can he change from Daddy-mood to I am an adorable baby so fast?
A/N: So Guys, I need your opinion! (¬‿¬) -> Smut in this story or should we stay ✿ family friendly ✿ ?
Almoste the whole chapter was written during online lessons because I have literally time for nothing, I hope you like the little change of the story.
I promised an update and I am curious what you guys will think. I tried to make an extra long chapter for my lovely readers (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥
