Times change (TaeJin)

Chapter 21: Memories

Hoseok's POV

"Calm down Tae!" shouted Jimin through the dorm.

Taehyung and Namjoon were back from the police, and nothing came out of it.

Tea was determinated to search for Jin on its one.

But he would only search through the street for hours like yesterday and to top it all off, it's not advised that he left the dorm for the next days because of the "scandal".

"Scandal" such a joke!
I read the article and he only talked about his sexuality. They assuming thinks without facts and that pisssed my off so much.

Would it be a dating scandal with a girl, nobody would be interested.
But ohh, it's a boy so that's a big scandal and not a rumor.
Yea, because in the 21 century its not normal to date someone of the same sex.

I never will understand why humans are so fixed of someone's personal life.
Like why do I have to explain why I love someone and what has the gender or sexual identity to do with it?

I understand that we as idols are more into the spotlight then other "normal people" would be,
but even we are just humans, and we have a right of privacy! 

Taehyung's POV

I calmed down a few hours ago.
The boys made me stay at home and do nothing.

He is missing and all I can do is wait.

I was laying on my bad and slowly the lost sleep from the last night gets the best of me.
I closed my eyes and drifted into sleep, even if I don't want to sleep.

I dreamed of him again. 

...

We were sitting on our balcony.

The candles where lit and we both had a wine glass in hand.

It was after I found out that she was blackmailing him.

"You know I never wanted to hurt you, but I thought it was the only way to protect you." Jin said.
He was still looking into the distance with the half empty wine glass in hand.

I myself was happy that he said that, of course I know that he would never do something like that intentionally, but it was nice that he said it.

"I know" I said simply,  looking in his direction. I was smiling like a mad man.

He also turned in my direction and for a moment, I felt like we were again on the birthday party on the rooftop.
Just the two of us. Our first kiss, the kiss that steal my heart and made me fall for him even more.

"Lots of people say that they had no other choice, but I think you can always choose. I had no choice is just the excuse you tell yourself to not have a bad conscience. So, trust me when I say that I will never do something like that again" he said and for a while it was silence between us.

I was thinking about what would been happen if times where different.

What if we never joined BangTan?

What if we never fell in love?

What if she wasn't there?

Would it change anything?

I don't think that it would change anything, we would meet each other anyway and we would fell in love, maybe with a little less drama.

Thinking about it I am really scared.

"What if something happens to you? We don't know what she is planning" I said.

"I don't know what can we do? Do you want to protect me 24/7, I had nothing against it?
A strong bodyguard by my side that I can cuddle whenever I want" He asked with a small smile on his lips.

"Not that I cuddle with all my bodyguards" He added with a wink.

"This is serious Jin! and you are stronger then me anyways" I whined with a blush tinted my cheeks red.

"As much as I want to spend the whole day with you, I think that's not possible" I said a little sad,
I really would like that.

"What about this tracking app's?" He asked.

"You can stalk me all day long and we know the other one is safe" he added. 

...

I jumped out of bad and almost hit my had in the progress.

I still was a little sleepy. 

HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT THAT!?

I snatched my phone from the nightstand beside my bed and checked the app.

And there it was Jin's last location.