Times change (TaeJin)

Chapter 17: So what?

Taehyung POV

City after city and country after country, the tour was almost over for us.
We were currently in Fukuoka Japan, for one of our last concerts.  

(A/N: Do you know which moment is about to happen?)

After our night together, Jin and I were quite calm.

I mean we cuddle and make out sometimes and I made sure to steal a few kisses from Jin, every now and then, of course!
But unfortunately there hasn't been such a perfect moment as in Berlin until now.

The months of our tour passed, and the bad things and unsolved problems that would await us in Korea, were almost forgotten.
This is how it could look, if we don't have to watch out for a psychopathic fan.
We were free in some way.

From a certain point in time onwards the boys confessed that they knew our little secret.
Jimin our little angel kept saying we were the gay princes of K-Pop and he was excited to see our love for another grow. 

That's why I couldn't confess to him that I found the nickname absolutely stupid.
Jin always said he was a prince, but that even for him it was a bit pompous.
It was now a kind of inside joke for us.

The last few days were particularly stressful, which is why I almost never saw him.
This time we couldn't even sleep in the same room and slowly I was glad that we would soon be back home, where I could sneak into Jin's room at any time.

The concert had been going on for a while now and there weren't many songs left.
We were singing the truth untold and I was mesmerized by Jin, he looks so angelic while singing.

He turned in my direction and made a quick bow, and I had to suppress my smirk.
The prince greeted his other half.

I think nobody, except for us, know the real meaning behind that gesture, they think it's just funny and sweet.
But I know it was a way to show affection when you can't be free.

We rush down the stage to change our outfits for the next performance and I had this urge to kiss my Jinnie, right now! 

He was standing at the other end of the room and to make my suffering worse, he just changed his shirt and I could see his beautiful upper body.

I let my gaze wonder from his collarbones to his abs.
And holy moly, that's not helpful at all to calm my raging hormones.

He too seems to rush over to me in want for some affection, but right bevor he could reach me, the time was up and we had to go on stage again. 

So what
Don't stop and worry yourselfIt's 
good for nothing
Let go
Although there's no answer yet
You can start the fight

So what

Let go

Somebody call me right one
Somebody call me wrong
I'm not gonna care about it
Why don't you not do so as well

So what
Let go

I was singing this word with Jin and just then I realized, so what?

So what, I was in Love with Jin.

So what, we are both men.

If they will hate us, so what?

Hate or love, it doesn't matter.
I found my luck with him and if you can't handle it then fuck off.

I was so tempted to Kiss him right on stage, we are so close to another.

We never break eye contact while singing our part and I was so in trance that I grabbed his chin.
I tilted his head a little, ready to kiss him on stage.

So what about all those people?

But I didn't do it, because I know we and the world wasn't ready jet.
I was tempted, but I can wait for the right time.