Times change (TaeJin)

Chapter 11: "She?"

Jin POV

It was the best sleep I get since the Moment all changed.
I try to get up without waking Tae up and tiptoed to my door.

I looked back for a Moment to see Tae asleep.
He looks so cute and innocent, with his lips slightly parted and a few hair strains that cover his beautiful face.

I really hope I didn't mess up.
The Door closed silently behind me and I go to hide in the bathroom, I need to think.
I sink done on the bathroom door and hold my face with my hand, I am just so frustrated.

What in Hell am I supposed to do?

It's not like I don't see how sad and frustrated my Tae Tae is but its same with me!

I changed my mind so many times, but I can't risk it all and I can't take all the responsibility if I just let the mask fall and accept my fate.

I stepped out of the bathroom that I spent the last fucking hour in.

My head spins from all the thinking about possible ways or endings of this so called "love story".

Tae POV

I wake up without Jin by my side, sadly not a surprise.

I decided to take a walk in the park to clear my mind, it's early in the morning anyway so it should be ok and not to crowded.

I get up and changed in something unuptited I grabbed my keys and went out.
After taking a round around the little sea in the middle of the park I decided to sit on a lonely bench in closely be the sea.

It was directly under a big tree, it was so peaceful in here.

I sit there for a while before someone joined me on my bench.

I don't want anybody to recognize me right now, I just want to sit here and stare in the nature.

But the girl beside me doesn't seem like a Fan she didn't even acknowledge me, so I continue stare at nothing and everything.

"You look sad, everything alright?"

Was the question that brings me back into reality.

No nothing was alright right now, I don't know what to do, but that is nothing I would say to a totally stranger that happened to sit with me on this bench.

So, I just nodded and response a short "Yes"

She now looks in my direction with a look on her face that I can't put a finger on and I don't know why but she is so annoying that I snapped.

"Ok, I am not fucking ok is it that what you want to hear?!?"

After my brake out we sit there just staring at the nature until she speaks:

"I know we just met but sometimes it helps to talk to someone with no knowing about you, so I don't have a Biased view of the situation you are in"

I am thinking really hard right now.
Should I just tell here, but what is if she know me and want to sell that Information's?

I decided not to tell her. She seems sweet but I don't want to risk it, I am after all a Idol and have to protect my reputation.

"Thank you but I handle it myself" was my answer.

So I stood up and was about to go, when she called after me "We will see each other again" she waved at me and I smiled back and left. 

HER POV

So, my Plan failed for now, but I will make sure we become so called "friends".

I say, "we see each other again" and I will make sure that happen!

He will be mine and only mine and nobody will steal his little heart bevor I have it.

I hope he remember our little deal, or he will life with the consequences.

I still sit on that bench surrounded by the nature, bird chirping and people walk happily through the park, how disgusting this is.
I get up and left I can't stand that.

I failed today, for the second time!

I have this plan for a long time, and it will work out I do everything for my happy end with him! 

(Imagine a badass exit from "HER" while the music is running in the background)
So we finaly have a POV of HER but who tf is SHE? 

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