Time changes and maybe also the feelings of the boys.
Jin and Taehyung were always close like Brothers but both notice that something has changed.
Who will be the first to stand up for his Feelings?
Is everything always as simple as it should be?
W...
The sun shines through the windows and I really do not want to get up.
My dreams the last days was always about Tae. What is it about that man? We only kissed twice but I can't stop thinking about him. I am so fucked!
After a long conversation with myself, I decided that I can't get any further with Taehyung.
It will probably break my heart and maybe even Tae Tae's but it is just too dangerous and yes, I know I am a little bitch for not even trying.
I can't describe what I am thinking right now. What am I supposed to say?
"Hey I like you, but I don't like you so bye bye" or just ignore this situation until it is forgotten.
But I already tried this the last days and Tae continued to follow me like a puppy.
If V is gonna to confront me I have to try and explain it with my point of view. I mean honesty is the best right?
Where is the end of the world when you need it.I really about to loos my mind.
With that, I stepped out of my room and went towards the living room.
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Taehyng POV
I see Jin walking in and finally nobody else was around right now, so I just grabbed Jin's wrist and dragged him with me with the words:
"We need to talk!"
I dragged him out of the dorm and into the park nearby.
"So, what is your problem?"I just blurted out.
I want to know the truth. Why is he such an asshole and just ignore me like this?
I see how uncomfortable Jin is looking but I choose to ignore it.
He tried to say something but stopped.
"Y-You know this is not gonna work out"
He stuttered. If you say I was shocked that would by an understatement.
I saw and felt that he likes me as well and now this again?
"Jin what is it?" I trued to ask, in a much nicer tone, but he just looked away.
I started to get impatient. I mean I am sorry, but I fucking waited for that kiss my whole life.
Maybe I am a but to dramatical right now, but I don't get why Jin is so afraid.
"What is your Problem?" I asked maybe a little bit to harsh.
Jin's face flashed red and he looked me directly into the eyes.
"Do you really think that we can be together, and everything would by just fine? No, it wouldn't we would get so much Hate people would stop loving us, I need that love ok. Do you think about the others? What would happened to our band, to our family? Stop acting that selfish and grow up, we can't always get what we want ok ?!"
With that said he run away and left me, left me without any chance to answer him.
But I could swear I see a tear run down his face as he turned away.
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(A/N: I am so sorry about that GIF it breaks my Heartuue)
Jin POV
I did not want that, I fucked up so much, now I have no chance at all.
But wasn't that exactly the plan? To push Tae away bevor it gets serious so that neither of us get hurt?
I think I just do exactly that what I try to avoid, I hurt us.
Will Tae be able to forgive me?
I wish i could turn back time, but time can't be changed.
