"Metawin, don't do this to me. Let me explain.
"Explain what? Explain to me how much you enjoyed toying with my emotions because you knew that no matter what you do, I'd stay? Explain to me how much you found these events amusing while I kept all th...
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•WIN OPAS-IAMKAJORN•
"Remember that time when you accidentally splashed the whole bottle of coke to Guy? And he looks like he is about to skin you alive?" I ask Bright who then laughs at the remembrance and I do the same thing, wiping the tears in my eyes while he clutches on his stomach.
"Oh gosh, I hate that I remember that part. If only you weren't there, he would have done it. It was truly an accident, okay? Talking about Guy, I wonder if he and Green are still together though?" He asks after pulling himself together while I give him a nod to answer his question. "Really? Wow!"
"I know right, more coffee perhaps phi?"
"Di-chan sabai dee khrab. Khob khun khrab, I think I had enough coffee for now nong. But really, they're still together? Guy and Green? Who would have thought that they'd be holding unto their relationship for that long? Lucky Guy! Uhm...how long has it been since they started dating?" He inquires and I look at the side to try and remember when they announced to the club their relationship. (I am good. Thank you.)
"Oh, maybe eight? Almost nine, I suppose. He was so brave back then, didn't hold back about telling everyone about their relationship. I admired his courage at that time, something that I couldn't do," I chuckle dryly and hears a deep sigh from the male across me, making me look at him with anticipation.
"No, you are the bravest person that I know from back then and up until now, that's why I admire you. That is also one of the many reasons why I love you," he adds and I huff.
"Love?" I say in the softest voice that I could do, but the silence of the room makes it audible enough for Bright. "I'm not sure if you really loved me back then, phi. Maybe, as your best friend but not more than that, right?"
"Does that mean every time I tell you how much I love you, you didn't believe any of it? Is that the reason why it was too easy for you to leave me that night without even hearing my explanation? If I tell you now that I still love you, I'm pretty sure that you wouldn't believe it especially since we met like this after two damn years."
"I believed you," I mumbled, fidgets, and allowing my heart to beat hard against my ribcage because I know that we'll soon be talking about that night - but not this soon. "But your actions didn't quite match with your words back then, and knowing that you only asked me to be your partner simply because something happened between us..." I pause. Something is caught in my throat - my emotions.
"You still believe that bullshit?" This time, Bright's voice becomes stern making me gulp hard and not raising my head to meet his gaze. "I've told you a million times that I'd still make love with you that night even if I am sober, and that I was happy that it happened. I guess, you really don't trust me, right? So, why did you stay with me for three years even if there isn't any trust in that heart of yours, Win?"
