"Metawin, don't do this to me. Let me explain.
"Explain what? Explain to me how much you enjoyed toying with my emotions because you knew that no matter what you do, I'd stay? Explain to me how much you found these events amusing while I kept all th...
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•METAWIN OPAS-IAMKAJORN•
January 2020
With still the lingering feel of sleepiness in my body that consumes me, I snuggle a bit closer to whatever I am hugging until I hear a light giggling. Though reluctant, I open my eyes slowly until the blurriness disappears revealing a lovely man right in front of me with a lovely smile on his face. Bright runs his fingers on the locks of my hair, gently massaging my scalp making me want to succumb to another slumber, but I fight hard to open my eyes completely. With a few more face-rubbing on his chest, I finally wake up and look at Bright once more.
"What time is it?" I ask, disoriented but still not letting go of my arms around his torso.
"It's still early yai nong, you can still sleep a bit more if you're still sleepy," he replies.
Last night was amazing. A few more slow dances and a little bit of flirting here and there, and instead of coffee, we opted for some fine wines that Bright keeps in his office. When everything started to whirl around me knowing that I am not an alcohol lover myself, and I am in no way or form a heavy drinker - I found myself snuggling to Bright on his large couch in his office. Thankfully, it could hold two people almost making it like a bed though it isn't, and Bright had been such a babe to be my pillow. And above all of that, Bright and I made love before we both found our ways into the dreamland. And for years, I can say that I had the best sleep since forever knowing very well that those large and strong arms are holding me close to him, making me feel so safe and secured, above all - I feel loved and cared just by that simple hold alone.
"Hmm, I have a client consultation at 9 later," I respond, and Bright continuously traces the outline of my spine with his fingers making me smile.
"Will you be coming over to the office khun phi?"
"As much as I want to, I cannot because I need to meet the engineer that will construct our cafe's new building. Don't worry, I will call or text you if I have free time yai nong," he places a gentle peck on the top of my head and I hum in agreement.
Bright suddenly chuckles, and I look at him with a confused expression as he runs a finger on the bridge of my nose - something that he usually does when he finds me so endearing. Though not wanting to let go, I wiggle my way out of his hold of me until I am sitting whilst Bright's back is still against the couch.
"Why are you laughing?"
"I didn't imagine that we would be doing these things again," he says and sits up on the couch, reaches out for my hand, and squeezes it gently. "I've endured for two years to be able to hold you like this again, to have you this close to me, to feel your warmth, your kisses..." he pauses and stares at me.
"To see you this close again. I'm very happy right now, so happy that I could literally die at this very moment."
"Alaiwa? Why are you saying such non-sense," I mutter, hiding the growing pink on my cheeks which Bright casually notices because his soft lips land on my cheek.
