Tears Were Shed, Blood Was Drawn.

two

I got to school and the same thing happened as usual. I went to my classes and didn't talk to anybody. I was yanked out of the crowded hallway by Kuroo. " hey can we talk about something?" he said, leading me to a bench outside the school.

 ' oh god, what is it he sees my cuts does he not want to be friends anymore WHAT!' "yeah sure, what is it," I said looking up at his face. "Uhm... What was that bruise from yesterday?" he said, sounding concerned.

 'Oh no~ F U C K he saw it, well I mean who didn't but I was hoping they would all forget about it. "Uhm I fell and hit my stomach on the arm of the couch that's all I'm fine though," I said lying but I was hoping he would fall into it.

"No you didn't don't lie to Kenma that bruise was not from a fall, someone did that to you didn't they" "what no it's fine I'm fine really I just fell" "Kenma no you didn't," he said getting more and more frustrated. I can't keep getting him mad. 

I hate seeing him like this. "FINE, I didn't fall, I didn't hit it on the couch. Someone kicked me because you wanted to hear kuroo!" I said practically yelling at him now. His expression completely changed after that. 

My hand was swung over my mouth after what I had just blurted out.

I tried to get up and run away from the situation that I just caused but a cold hand grabbed my wrist pulling me back. 

I yanked it away in pain and watched karoo's expression get even worse. He hugged me around my waist and brought me back to the bench. I could feel the sadness in his voice as he asked me who it was that hurt me.

 "It's no one I'm fine, it's fine we can go back to being ok... ok" " no kenma it's not ok please tell me what happened?" kuroo said witch made me break he looked so sad and I just can't see him sad and in distress, it hurts me too much.

"S-she did it, it was he-her she hurt me~ h-hurts me." I said quietly, crying into his shoulder. "who, who is she?" he asked "m-my mom," 

I said slowly getting louder with my cries. He pushed me out of his shoulder grasping mine. "WHAT- why wouldn't you tell me this kenma you can tell me anything," he says. "I-i didn't think you would care so I didn't tell you," I said trying to calm down.

"Kenma I need you to tell me if it ever happens ok, I can have you getting hurt. It pains me to see you like this you know that" he said pulling me back into his embrace. "Yes I know," I said into his shoulder. We sat there hugging for the rest of our lunch break. I pulled myself together before the bell rang signaling lunch was over.

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I spent the rest of my day as I do any other and float through my classes. I don't talk to anyone until I get to practice. 

I decided to change in the bathroom so no one would see my wrists or bruises. I pulled the long sleeve shirt over my head and stuck my arms in. 

I looked at myself in the mirror and started to see the bags under my eyes, they weren't super noticeable but you could definitely tell I haven't slept in a few days.

 I re-wrapped my wrists and hoped nobody would question my long sleeves today.

I walked into the gym and all eyes were on me, I slowly walked over to stretch and start practice. I set the ball against the wall e few times feeling how the burning in my wrist stung throughout my whole arm.

 ' well this is gonna be fun, I hope I can still be as good as normal. We continued to practice and everything was fine.

Okay so I hope you all that are reading are having a wonderful day:) make sure you eat something please and that you DONT do anything stupid

- your maniac author Luca