Tears Were Shed, Blood Was Drawn.

five

sorry, I haven't been writing in a bit but I do have parts already made so it's okay :) I hope you like the story and remember that I love all of you. I hope somebody told you that today and if not I just did. so have a wonderful day or night.

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I was laying in my hospital bed with a kuroo on top of me fully asleep, he looks so cute here laying on top of me.

 'Knock knock' i heard on the door before it opened and the doctor quietly walked in. " you guys are so cute"

"Uhm~ thanks," I said a little confused "I am gonna bring you some food later and we are gonna try and see if you can keep it down, ill be back in about an hour what do you want to eat?" "I don't care," I said looking down at the big sleeping boy on my chest.

 I ran my finger through his thick black hair trying to gently wake him up.

After about fifteen minutes of doing so, he slowly started to wake up. 

"You like the view," he says smirking up at me. "Oh shut it, the doctors gonna bring me some food in about 30 minutes that I have to eat. So you need to get up kuroo" I said trying to nudge him off of me.

 "Ok fine I guess I could get up and maybe not crush you, know you could have woke me up and told me to move if I was crushing you last night." 

"yeah I know but you looked peaceful and I barely slept so it was ok"

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Food had stopped pleasing me, I stopped eating and I became weaker. I never must have realized I stopped eating. 

Food was no longer a necessity, it had become something that was there and no longer important.

 Its as though it all tasted the same and no longer made me happy, that feeling of happiness and excitement was gone, the wave had crashed over me and had taken that feeling away.

 "I'm back," the nurse said while wheeling in a cart of food. "I brought some breakfast, there were pancakes and bacon but I can get you anything you want ok," she said placing the tray on the table above me.

 "Uhm I don't think I can do this," I said looking over kuroo. "Come on I know you can, you have to get better soon kenma. You need to be able to eat before they let you go." 

"I know but food doesn't feel the same anymore kuroo, it's not something that I need the feeling of. If I could go without eating I would."

The knot in my stomach got bigger the more I sat looking at the food in front of me. That feeling came back the feeling of not caring.

 The waves keep coming, the water never clearing. It's like the storm and haze never leaves. "Uhm can I have apple pie please?" that is the only food I will eat. 

It brings back the feeling of excitement in my stomach the knot slowly untying itself. "Of course, I'll be back in about 15 minutes okay" "yeah thank you."

I layed in the cold hospital bed looking around the bright room. My eyes drifted to the clock above the door, 7:30. 

"Kuroo you have to go to school your going to be late!" I yelled as he sat down next to me. " no I'm not going today, I'm staying here," he said looking down at me. 

"No your not go you can't be late and I won't be the reason you fail your classes go no please," I started motioning him to go. 

"Fine but if anything happens you NEED to call me ok, I will leave school early if you call me ok so if anything happens I will be here, okay!?" he whispers yelled back at me, "okay but you need to go your going to be late." 

"goodbye kenma ill be back later okay, I can bring your schoolwork to"

this is a REALLY short chapter but I just needed to get something out there I hope you enjoyed it anyways.