Tears Were Shed, Blood Was Drawn.

nine

After me and Kuroo, I finished eating he walked me home. " hey," he said, grabbing both of my hands, ''Please be safe, ok I can't lose you. Not again."

 I think my heart just melted. ' did he really care about me that much? I thought to myself. " Ok, I'll try, "I said back as I slowly walked to my front door, dreading what or who was behind it.

 I slowly opened the door and walked in. the floorboard creaking under my feet.

 '' so where have you been," a raspy voice said from around the corner. It was her, my terrible mother." I was in the hospital" I said quietly looking down at my feet. 

"Well why the hell were you in there?" she asked in a snotty tone as she unbuckled her pants. " Uhm I passed out and kuroo found me and took me to the hospital"

 " hmm oh well look like they didn't notice any of your bruises huh," she said looking at me with her evil brown eyes as if she was in a trance ready to beat me.

" nope they didn't notice," I said slowly trying to walk past her, but I already knew what was coming and I was ready.

 I was already used to it. "Where do you think you're going?'' she said, grabbing the collar of my shirt. "To my room to unpack my stuff," I said blandly, not giving her the satisfaction of seeing me scared. 

" hmm so your boyfriend took you to the hospital," she said, taking out her belt. " He's not my boyfriend." 

she swung her arm back and smacked me in the ribs with the belt I barely winced. I was used to it. She hit me again and again and again. Over and over. 

Different spots at least, so I wouldn't have one giant bruise just a series of smaller ones.

I walked up to my room and put away the stuff that was brought to the hospital with me. That feeling was back. 

The sinking, drowning feeling of nothing. The world was back to grey and dim. I walked to the bathrooms and turned on the shower to cold, as cold as it would go.

 I lifted up my shirt and looked at the small bruises that had already started to form on my chest and stomach. 

The funny thing was that while it was happening all I could think about was that she never stopped and I would die.

I got in the shower but couldn't feel anything. The cold water felt normal, the feeling of it running down my back was gone.

 I felt absolutely nothing. It's like the world was dialed back to the grey dim lit place it was before I was brought to the hospital. 

I finished in the shower and got out dripping water on the floor. My mind raced and pictures flashed again the feeling on my wrists as the water that was dripping off turned red and into the blood. 

The blade sat on the counter as my wrists dripped the warm red liquid onto the floor. The images flashed through my head bright and light, and right in front of me.

 I shook my head and the images stopped. I opened my eyes and saw that nothing happened, the "blood" that was on the floor was just water and that my wrists were still fine and perfectly intact. 

I kind of wished they weren't but oh well.

I got dressed in a hoodie and a pair of sweatpants that were way too big for me 'maybe they were karoo's, no they couldn't be I don't know who's they are but they are comfortable' i sat on my bed curled up in my blankets for what felt like hours.

 I played on my switch until the sun was down and the sky was littered with stars. I walked over to my window and sat, looking out over the town. 

The bright signs lit up the street as people walked down the street.

I looked at my phone and saw that it was already 2 in the morning. I thought about it for a second before I had made up my mind. 

I was going to go out. I grabbed my skateboard and backpack before I jumped out of my window. The images flashed but then suddenly went away as my feet hit the hard ground making a shock go up to my legs from my ankles.

I grabbed my board and slowly skated down the street avoiding people at all cost. I pushed off and skated looking at all the colorful neon signs.

 I skated until I fell out of breath. I picked up my board and walked to the nearest alley I climbed up and sat on top of the huge garbage bin. 

I grabbed my bag and pulled out my switch.

 I sat there playing on my switch until I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around and felt a pair of hands pull me down to the ground. 

I looked up and saw a tall man with a hood over his head. I didn't try to fight his grasp instead I let him drag me to a car.

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I woke up in a dark room with one light bulb. 

I tried to move my hands but they were tied up. I gave up on trying to get out, it took too much work to try and wove. 

So I just sat there waiting patiently for someone to come to untie me. " so you're finally awake, took you long enough." 

the man said again sitting in front of me on another steel chair. "Yeah that was nice it's the most I've slept in a while,'' I said, yawning.

??? POV

I sat in front of the kid, he looked to be only about 14 or 15 years old. 

" So what were you doing in that alley yesterday?" I asked, watching closely at how he responded. 

" I was bored and couldn't sleep so I skated there and played a game," he said blandly with no tone in his voice. ' wow that was not what I was expecting.

 " you weren't even scared to be there by yourself?'' I asked once again. " no, " he said looking down at his feet. " why didn't you try to resist when I grabbed you?" 

" Well I have worse problems than being mugged in a dark alley," he said ' jeez what's with this kid he doesn't even have emotions or what.' 

" so what if I plan on killing you, then would you be scared?" I said, pulling out a switchblade from my pocket. " oh can you start with the wrists?" he said ' THE WHAT does this kid want to die. 

He hasn't even shown a hind of emotion up until now, and you would think he would be scared but he just smiled when I pulled out the blade.

" WHAT? The hell you really don't give a shit?" I said to the kid. 

' he really didn't he must be pretty fearless if he didn't care to get kidnapped and threatened with death.

sorry for not updating in a while I was just busy and frankly I forgot, so I have a longer update for you today.¯\_(ツ)_/¯. also, I have started writing another story because I have finished pre-writing this one. now I will just continually update this until it's finished. so I hope you all enjoy and remember to have a shower and eat something:)