Yoonmin Oneshots

Unknown To Me

🚨Self Harm and Eating Disorder🚨

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The bags under his eyes were darker than the night sky they were looking up to.

"Do I really know you?"

"You know."

"I know?"

"It hurts to know that was once a promise, but now a question."

Yoongi wiped his tears away. "I wish I  knew the promise. I really do."

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He tried to listen to the lesson but all that he could think of is his ex-boyfriend. "What's wrong?" Hoseok asked Yoongi who looked tiredly at the teacher. "It's just so hard to recover from everything. That's all."

But there was more that bothered him. Jimin.

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He hasn't eaten anything for breakfast nor lunch. He was too anxious to take food in. The beating of his heart was fast and catching his breath was getting even more challenging. The bright lights were dimmed in his vision. He liked that. He liked suffering.

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His snow like skin looked even more pale. His blonde hair was now mint after many considerations. He was looking at the mirror. "I look fat."

He seemed blind with the veins that are too visible, a paper cut could go through it. He seemed distracted by his stomach, and not the arms and legs that needed attention.

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Exams were coming again and Yoongi was browsing through the textbooks when he started snacking on his tenth bag of chips that afternoon. Taehyung stole it. "Hyung. You're stress-eating. Stop."

Yoongi didn't listen. He didn't even understand why Taehyung was with him and not his bestfriend- Jimin.

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Jimin was feeling a little better but he misses Yoongi. He misses his cute boyfriend- if they even consider each other as that still. "What do I do..."

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Yoongi kissed the boy because he was cute. No feelings just...the need to kiss someone else.

Jimin watched this unfold infront of him. "He...really forgot about me. No more promises."

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They were having a semestral break when Hoseok and Namjoon decided to bring Yoongi to their special place. It was an abandoned area with trains. "Why are we here?" He asked like how the two boys expected their friend to. "We hope this helps you."

They played a very familiar song. And somehow, Yoongi finally had happy memories...slowly creeping in his mind.

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Jungkook was finally coming back to the university after a long-term project. Yoongi looked at him suspiciously when he sat in their table. Jimin already told Jungkook about his condition but he still felt surprised when he said. "Who is he? I never saw him around?"

And for the first time that they all sat together in one table, it was awkward. It wasn't welcoming...they were just present and awkward. Yoongi finished half of his meal then left with no word.

"I...didn't think he would change just like that. I'm sorry Jimin hyung." The other boy just nodded. "There's nothing I could do to make him love me again so I'll just accept that."

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"I'm back!" The teacher said and patted the substitute teacher "Thanks" for filling him in. "What?" Yoongi mumbled in his front seat. The teachers were aware but it was Mr. Lu who felt the most sadness. "Hey kid. I'm Mr. Lu. You're...music teacher."