Struggle | H.S | AU |

Thirty Five|

Harry

I woke up to a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach but I just couldn't place it. When I last checked Anna she was sound asleep but there was something really wrong. I walked to the kitchen to get something to drink maybe I was just thirsty. I couldn't stop worrying about Anna. How could I let this happen, I should've been on that damn party even if it would cost me my life and now they were coming for her.

Bradley had started a war between us, he knows that she is mine but it didn't stop him from marking her as his. If he thought that I would let him come even near her, he was dead wrong. I know it was about time that this war would happen but why now? What had changed? My mind wouldn't shut up, which made it really hard to get some proper sleep, whilst walking around the kitchen with my drink I noticed that a drawer was open. Something told me that this was not good as it was a drawer full of knives.

I pulled the drawer open, only to find the biggest knife missing. What the hell? I put my drink on the countertop and ran upstairs. "ANNA?!" I yelled when I got into her room, she wasn't on her bed and when I saw her pillow it was all wet. Probably from her tears, that just made me feel even worse because it was probably my fault that she cried but that wasn't the main focus here. Where the hell could she be?! her bathroom maybe? I turned the knob, which was locked. My god she wouldn't right?

"ANNA OPEN THE DOOR" I yelled through it, whilst trying to open the door. She wouldn't commit suicide right? She was stronger then that right? "GOD DAMMIT IF YOU DON'T OPEN THIS DOOR I WILL BREAK IT!" still no reaction at all. Now I really was worried, as I tried to open the door again and again. "Anna, please" I whispered by now and finally the door caved and I was shocked of what I saw. She was lying in a pool of her own blood and she was unconscious.

"Shit! Anna." I ran to her and grabbed two towels. I immediately put them on the wounds and from what I could see she didn't hit a vein, which meant I could still save her. I put two fingers on her neck to check a pulse and after a few seconds I finally felt one. It wasn't a strong one. I knew I had to be quick she just needed blood. I quickly called Niall, who immediately picked up, as it was still in the middle of the night. "Mate I need some blood bags of Anna's blood type, like now!" I said fully in panic now. "Why what happened Harry?" Of course he was asking question right now.

"She attempted suicide so hurry up!!" I yelled through the phone and I threw it away and focussed on her. I had stopped the bleeding and I was thanking the lord that she was still breathing. "Anna, love can you hear me?" I whispered to her but she didn't respond to me at all. "Harry where are you?!" I heard Niall yell "I'm in her bathroom!" I heard fast footsteps and there was Niall standing with blood bags in his arms, with the right equipment.

"We have to move her."

"I know." I lifted her quickly into my arms and placed her on the bed. Niall was already setting everything up. I pulled her arm so that we could stick the needle in the right place. "Mate she doesn't look good." Niall mentioned as if I hadn't seen that yet. "You think! I don't know for how long she has been unconscious but she is still breathing even though it's really shallow." We stuck the needle in her arm and I was happy to see that the blood was flowing into her system.

"We need to stitch her up, otherwise this will be for nothing." Niall was being sharp and focussed, which I needed because I couldn't see straight. "Do you have something to do that with?" He asked me and I shook my head. "No but I know her mother sows." I heard my mom talk about it with my sister.

"All right where is it? Niall asked and I just couldn't think straight. I knew this but I could only think of the girl in front of me. The thought of losing her, made me loose my mind. "HARRY SNAP OUT OF IT!" Niall yelled to me, whilst snapping his fingers in front of me. "Uhm, it's uhm. It's in her room in her nightstand." I said and Niall ran out of the room to get it. I turned my eyes back to Anna who was still lying so still and that's when I felt the first tear. The thought that I could've been to late, it sickened me. I was also angry at her for doing this to me, I always thought that nothing could break her. I mean I abused her for crying out loud and she never gave up and now when she actually needed to be strong she broke.

I held her hand into mine and when Niall came back with the sowing stuff, I let her go so that Niall could stitch her. He had his glasses on because without them he couldn't see that good and I needed his good vision. I sat in her chair which was next to her bed and watched Niall work, when suddenly all the boys stepped into the room, they all were looking worried and I felt Louis place his hand on my shoulder, which he squeezed. Louis was my best friend and I was thankful that he was here right now.

After what felt like hours Niall was finally done and when he had put on clean bandages he stood still in front of me. I looked up. "I'm done, I will get some painkillers for when she wakes up. I will be back as soon as possible. You know how to use CPR if something happens right?" He asked me just to be sure.

"Yes I know, thank you so much Niall." He nodded and left the room. I got up and walked back to her bed and took place on it. "Don't you dare leave me Anna." I whispered and I immediately felt ashamed for demanding this from her. When she wakes up, I really needed to adjust my attitude towards her, she definitely was going to be part of our gang and she would be fully protected by us all. I climbed further on the bed and pulled her into my arm carefully, without pulling out the needle in her arm. I was so tired that I just couldn't keep my eyes open but when I was on the verge of falling asleep I couldn't hear her breath anymore.

"Anna?" I whispered whilst putting my fingers back on her neck. I couldn't feel her pulse anymore. No this isn't happening! "Anna stay with me please." I begged whilst slapping her softly on her cheek. I quickly got of the bed without moving her roughly and started doing CPR and I kept doing this, but I forgot to check her pulse and kept pumping her heart.

"Come on Anna!"

"Please breath baby" I kept repeating this until I felt Niall's hand on my shoulder. "Harry stop it." I was too focused on bringing her back, that I couldn't listen to Niall. "No I can't loose her Niall." I was desperate but Niall didn't move "Harry listen to me, she is breathing again, look." I looked up and saw her chest rising and falling, she was actually breathing. That's when I broke down and Niall had to catch me, I just couldn't handle this any longer. Niall was not judging me as he put me back in the chair. "You should get some rest Harry." He told me but I shook my head. "I can't rest with her looking like that." I mumbled.

"She will be fine." Niall said soothingly. "You can't know that!" I raised my voice a little but Niall wasn't shaken up by it. "I can, she is strong and she isn't going to give up, now that she heard you beg for her life." I was already shaking my head. "I'm going to give you something that will help you sleep for a few hours and don't worry I will watch over her." I didn't saw it coming as I was focussing on her when I felt a needle in my arm and immediately I felt my eyes drop, the last thing I heard was Niall saying.

"Sleep well Harry."

Notes

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