Schizoaffectively in Love

Different Way

I've changed in ways you could never guess
I try to deflect, while I try to express
The person I was, you can just forget
Not sorry if I became
Someone you thought wasn't Sane
The one you knew years ago
Is long gone, sadly so
I've changed in ways that don't make sense
I'm sad, I'm happy, I'm relaxed and tense
Pleasing everyone was never what I meant 
to do - and I think if things were turned around, you
Might understand me in a different way