Schizoaffectively in Love

No One Understands

You're never going to understand

What's going on in my head

I can try to explain it

I might mess it up, instead

It's never quiet

Voices talk to me

Calling my name

Monsters seek me

My thoughts don't feel like my own

I don't feel like I'm really here

Being in the present moment is difficult

As I'm always thinking of something else

You'll never understand how

The Schizophrenia takes me out of your World

And throws me into my own

I've had conversations with no one

I assume you know all that's happening

My emotional pain is very real

Medication and Therapy don't solve it all

But they do help

When I finally come back to you

It's an adjustment for me too

I'm sorry for all of this