Are you one of us?

19. Her soul knew the way.

Jungkook's POV.
I held her tight in my arms, afraid to lose her.
As i looked down i could see how she was drifting away.
"Happy thoughts baby... it will be okay soon". A lonely tear ran down my cheek as i whispered in her ears.

She looked like she was in so much pain, and that brought me pain, because I couldn't take hers away.

She slowly brought her hand towards my gun and held mine over hers, she put her fingers on the trigger.
Y/N smiled at me and I suddenly couldn't hear anything anymore, i became numb.

"I love you...". She whispered to me and pulled the trigger.

The bullet pierced through her skin, right into her heart. It took seconds.

Just after she made me pull the trigger I whispered in her ears.
"You can rest now baby, you have been strong for long enough".

A small smile made its way onto her lips as she closed her eyes.
One last breath left her mouth.
One last tear escaped her eye.
One last time, before she went away.
Her soul knew the way she had to go.

I heard footsteps coming near the room, I didn't know it it were the boys or agents but at this point I couldn't care less.
I just lost my girl, the girl that held so much mystery.

I heard the door openen and I saw boys standing at the door. Hands over their mouths.
I wanted to scream so loudly, I wanted to say so much but nothing left my mouth.

I just looked at them and I saw Taehyung fall to his knees. Tears streamed down Tristens face.
I guess he had followed the boys behind. She was after all his bestfriend.

The word was kept replaying in my mind, I couldn't believe I couldn't hear her giggles anymore, that I couldn't feel her hugs or touch anymore.
I hurts so bad...

Authors POV.
The boys came closer to the room where the two were in. When they almost reached the room they heard something and they ran.
They heard a gunshot...

It was silent right after the gunshot, Namjoon looked concerned.
They reached the room and opened it slowly, too afraid to face what was hidden behind the door.

Taehyung was the first to see the scene, he fell down to his knees and tears fell down.
The boys looked at what he was looking at and their hearts broke.
Jungkook was sitting on the cold floor with Y/N in his hands, he still had his hand on the gun.

Tristen walked into the room and saw Y/N her lifeless body. He couldn't believe it, there was no way.

"No... no Y/N stand up. This is not funny! Y/N!" He cried and walked towards her body.
"Come on! This can't be real, they can't kill you so soon!"  He fell down just before Jungkook.
"Y/N..." he cried out.

The boys looked at him with sympathy, he had known her for 13 years. They grew up together, they trained together, they lived together...

The door crooked and they saw two other people at the door. They just looked at Y/N her body in Jungkook's arms.
She looked peaceful, like she was just sleeping.
Like she was going to wake up anytime now and joke around.

Joke around about the fact that everyone was crying for her. She would be laughing her ass of, she was never going to forget it.
They could imagine her laugh and giggles, but unfortunately that was never going to happen anymore.
She was not asleep, she was dead...

The two people at the door walked closer to
Y/N. It were Jaxon and her mother.
Her mother kneeled down next to her body and she wiped the hair away from her face.

"Oh sweetie this shouldn't have happened, this wasn't the plan..." she whispered but Hoseok heard it.
"Then what was your plan? Kill her slowly?!" He yelled angry.
Her mother hang her had low and shook her head slowly.
"No, she wasn't meant to die..."
"Then what did you mean to do?!" Taehyung yelled.

"You don't know the truth boys."
"Then tell us!" Hoseok yelled.
"I was born into this agency, my father was a higher. I didn't train like Y/N did, but I was trained. My father had always difficulties with my marriage and one day he found a reason to get my husband killed. My husband and their father was one of the biggest mafias in Europe. My father gave me the task to kill him and I couldn't refuse otherwise there were painful consequences. We took the car and I messed with the breaks".

She took a deep breath, tears trickled down her cheek as she remembered.
"We took the kids that day with us, because I made the choice to save them both. Or that is what I thought.
Jaxon became a child at the highest but Y/N grew up in the system, I thought it saved her but I found out I didn't save my daughter, I wounded her.
I tried to protect her but now I can see I never protected her..."

"I'm so sorry baby..." she cried as she took Y/N her hand. Jaxon took his mother out of the room.
Tristen had left a few seconds before they did, but all their words began to wake up Jungkook.

He started to realize what was happening, he already knew but he couldn't connect the dots together.

He looked at his friends and back at Y/N and the tears started to fall again.

He started to realize that this was reality, not a nightmare.